THE DREAM!!!! =/
this morning i woke up tired at 530! i had to get ready for volleyball try outs...i feel bad because if i make this team i know im going to have to wake up at 530 for like 3 freaking months! and that means more sleeping in class! and i could miss out on things and get low grades =X! today i slept majorly in reading! i even had a dream =/....
..i was at the mall trying this dress on and the changing room was right infront of the store in the wide open where the windows are to display shit. and as i was changing everybody went on there own lil way, 2 sale ladys with peircens all over there face; nose tongue, chin, eyebrow ears everywhere(!), were talken bout a party they went to that weekend...a guy behind the sales stand ringing up things talking to the costumer and then one guy stopped and just stared at me as a i tried on the dress... i was nervous at first but then i thought who cares and i contonied to change? it was a weird dream and its funny how i remember all the details and everything. im trying to think what it meant because when u have a dream it ussal means that its been on ur mind alot...but changing in front of everybody is not in my mind alot so dont think like that =X! i think it meant im crying out for attention...nobody notices me so i change (in relaity changing myself stripping off the layers of the old me) so i can change and be noticed...i also cried 3 tears in my dream? 3....i wonder what the 3 means? hmm ...what ever it is i hope its not bad.
today went by so slow yet it felt fast...i dont know?
but man im so fixated on this dream...am i really looking to be noticed? at times yes i admitt i am...but why was it in the mall changing and a guy watching me? does this mean that the guy was sam? or someone else? and im changin for them..to please them...like changing how i am just for them to like me...god i hope im not one of those gurls who would do anything for and to a guy to get them to like them...? i really hope not. and also in the dream my sister Jennifer came in the store and i asked her how do u steal this dress ( cuz in real life she stole a shirt from limited too so i got that whole image in my head now ) and she says to me "you'll know how...its easy...you'll think of a way" its weird! his my sister sending me messages through my head into my dreams? whoa this dream is so confuessing...is it saying im trying to change who i am for somebody? or is it saying im trying to change who i am but someone knows the real me adn just stares at me not hiding me or doing anything bout it and my sister is telling me you'll know how youll think of a way its easy? wow. all because of a simple dream...it could tell u alot...
well if u guys could help me out and leave some comments on what this dream meant...cuz im surely confuessed.....
<33 emily
..i was at the mall trying this dress on and the changing room was right infront of the store in the wide open where the windows are to display shit. and as i was changing everybody went on there own lil way, 2 sale ladys with peircens all over there face; nose tongue, chin, eyebrow ears everywhere(!), were talken bout a party they went to that weekend...a guy behind the sales stand ringing up things talking to the costumer and then one guy stopped and just stared at me as a i tried on the dress... i was nervous at first but then i thought who cares and i contonied to change? it was a weird dream and its funny how i remember all the details and everything. im trying to think what it meant because when u have a dream it ussal means that its been on ur mind alot...but changing in front of everybody is not in my mind alot so dont think like that =X! i think it meant im crying out for attention...nobody notices me so i change (in relaity changing myself stripping off the layers of the old me) so i can change and be noticed...i also cried 3 tears in my dream? 3....i wonder what the 3 means? hmm ...what ever it is i hope its not bad.
today went by so slow yet it felt fast...i dont know?
but man im so fixated on this dream...am i really looking to be noticed? at times yes i admitt i am...but why was it in the mall changing and a guy watching me? does this mean that the guy was sam? or someone else? and im changin for them..to please them...like changing how i am just for them to like me...god i hope im not one of those gurls who would do anything for and to a guy to get them to like them...? i really hope not. and also in the dream my sister Jennifer came in the store and i asked her how do u steal this dress ( cuz in real life she stole a shirt from limited too so i got that whole image in my head now ) and she says to me "you'll know how...its easy...you'll think of a way" its weird! his my sister sending me messages through my head into my dreams? whoa this dream is so confuessing...is it saying im trying to change who i am for somebody? or is it saying im trying to change who i am but someone knows the real me adn just stares at me not hiding me or doing anything bout it and my sister is telling me you'll know how youll think of a way its easy? wow. all because of a simple dream...it could tell u alot...
well if u guys could help me out and leave some comments on what this dream meant...cuz im surely confuessed.....
<33 emily