Love's an exuse to get hurt. End of story.
I just need someone who really does love me and care about me.
Pathetic ? Maybe so.
Do I care ? No.
Just say it to my face.
And then I'll respect you.
I hate myself for needing this.
Wake me when it's over, I don't feel much like crying tonight. Please tell me that you're leaving. I don't feel much like holding you tight. I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become. I need you even though I can live without this. I know that I should probably hurt so bad but I can't feel a thing. I know that I should probably say something but I can barely breathe. And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy I just don't have the strength to fight no more. My throat is sore from pleading. I don't feel much like singing tonight. If I can stop the bleeding I know that I will be alright. I'll forget your bitter taste when you pull your lips away. I'll forget the way you feel and the chill of your embrace. I'll forget the way you look. Don't wanna remember your face. Let's just cut this clean tonight and maybe I'll cry tomorrow. Explain the way you feel, you said to me. I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave.
I just got wicked happy and I know exactly why. Oh my god, I cant stop like smiling =D 10 years, I love you !
Dont you hate when your in love but that one person is right in the way, Yes it sucks; Greatly.
And your so far away ..
Today I went to the jail with my class and then stayed after and went home. Now I'm listening to music and just hanging around. Nothing planned for tonight or tomorrow. Tomorrow I have hockey at 4 ish to 6 ish. I dont mind all that much though. Well I havto study for fucking midterms now. Maybe Ill update later if I have time, Probally..Maybe not. I dont really know.
Not all that upset anymore about it all. I just havto keep my mind off of it all, and them. Its all good I dont care. Just I warned them both, Someone is going to get hurt and If its her Then hes fucking dead. And I'm done. Also, if she gets hurt or he does it wont be my fault. I warned you both.
I really should have listened to the others who told me I was being used. Then I wouldnt be so hurt, I'm sorry and now I know exactly what you two mean =] Thanks for always bein' there for me.
And Dipshit just IM'd me giving me shit and telling me that Im mad about something that Im completely not mad about at all. But yeah anyways =]
I have a hockey game on saturday and monday.
Sams coming on Monday and then were just gunna hang out for a little.
Lol, havnt chillllllled in a while.
Pretty sure Jax y Price is coming too.
Talked to some people online, and now im off to go get ready cause now i do have plans to go out with my family =]
Peace.
Fuck the Mid Terms =D Haha.
Does it kill you to see that Im happy without you.