Beginning of the end

[x3oclockheroine]

I hate.

How you are trying to hold on so desperately when theres nothing there. Can't you just let it go?

I also hate questions.

I know now more than ever. I feel like I've written this so many times before, but I hate talking about my problems because when people ask me why, I can't give an answer. All you did was ask me questions without end that I couldn't answer. At that point in time, all I wanted to do was to get away from you. Just get away. That's the kind of person you are. A thinker. Logical. Everything has to have an answer. But that's not what its like for me at all. I can't fucking answer your questions and the answers that I have will never be good enough. It will always be this way, therefore it can't work. You can't stop what you think about, it's always going to be there. The kind of relationship you want/need is one that I can't give you. You outright said that our relationship would be pointless, yet you still tried to hang on.

I hate that.

I hate when this happens.

I'm on a break.

This is the end.