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ok... so i figured some things out while whatching my movie...
1. the movie sucked
2. i'm not upset about my uncle... i miss my grandma's
After the movie i switched on Disney and the Princess Diaries was on... and it made me realize that i missed out on having the traditional grandma. You know... the kind that are like your second mom and everything. My grandma's have almost always been sick. My grammie (my mom's mom) i have one non-sick memorie of. When she had flown in to visit when i was really little once. She would always have me and my brother's clean our rooms. She was actually the one who taught me to make my bed.
And i have a very vivid memory of us sitting at the table while my mom was making dinner and coloring.
Thats my favorite memory... but then se got the measles... and was sick from when i was like 8 to when she died when i was -thinks- 11 or 12.
And then my other grandma has always been borderline sick. Like never able to run around and play kickball with me n my cousins but never laying in bed constantly or in a hospital.
My favorite memory of her was when i stayed a week with her and my grandpa and cleaned their cabinets. I always woke up and had breakfast with my grandpa and then i'd clean and go swimming at my lil cousins house and then me and my grandma would make dinner.
She was SUCH a good cook. Everytime i walked into their house i could smell comething cooking.
And i loved how she loved each of us... all of my cousins and i... cuz their was so many of us... and she was just so... ugh i don't even know. But i've had more good memories with her than my other grandma (i feel so horrible saying that but its true) because with grammie it was always talking about Doctors and things... but grandma was always talking about other things.
Oh and we would always play cards too. We had so many good times!! I would always try to cheat at the games and she would catch me. I miss her laugh too. It was loud and slightly obnoxious like mine... but with a little bit of weasing in it because of her bad asthma. It made me feel funny cuz she was ALWAYS laughing at my jokes.
I miss her so much. I miss having a grandma. And i hate how depressed my grandpa is now. He like never smiles.
But i still find it rather sweet. They were always fighting.. (not major fights tho) but they still loved eachother so much.
Oh god... i'm like crying now...
Sorry for all this rubbish... i'm like so emotional. Its either Pms or that thing that happens to mommies when they get old... can't member the name of it...
but yeah. I've rambled enough. Sorry all.
xoxo
1. the movie sucked
2. i'm not upset about my uncle... i miss my grandma's
After the movie i switched on Disney and the Princess Diaries was on... and it made me realize that i missed out on having the traditional grandma. You know... the kind that are like your second mom and everything. My grandma's have almost always been sick. My grammie (my mom's mom) i have one non-sick memorie of. When she had flown in to visit when i was really little once. She would always have me and my brother's clean our rooms. She was actually the one who taught me to make my bed.
And i have a very vivid memory of us sitting at the table while my mom was making dinner and coloring.
Thats my favorite memory... but then se got the measles... and was sick from when i was like 8 to when she died when i was -thinks- 11 or 12.
And then my other grandma has always been borderline sick. Like never able to run around and play kickball with me n my cousins but never laying in bed constantly or in a hospital.
My favorite memory of her was when i stayed a week with her and my grandpa and cleaned their cabinets. I always woke up and had breakfast with my grandpa and then i'd clean and go swimming at my lil cousins house and then me and my grandma would make dinner.
She was SUCH a good cook. Everytime i walked into their house i could smell comething cooking.
And i loved how she loved each of us... all of my cousins and i... cuz their was so many of us... and she was just so... ugh i don't even know. But i've had more good memories with her than my other grandma (i feel so horrible saying that but its true) because with grammie it was always talking about Doctors and things... but grandma was always talking about other things.
Oh and we would always play cards too. We had so many good times!! I would always try to cheat at the games and she would catch me. I miss her laugh too. It was loud and slightly obnoxious like mine... but with a little bit of weasing in it because of her bad asthma. It made me feel funny cuz she was ALWAYS laughing at my jokes.
I miss her so much. I miss having a grandma. And i hate how depressed my grandpa is now. He like never smiles.
But i still find it rather sweet. They were always fighting.. (not major fights tho) but they still loved eachother so much.
Oh god... i'm like crying now...
Sorry for all this rubbish... i'm like so emotional. Its either Pms or that thing that happens to mommies when they get old... can't member the name of it...
but yeah. I've rambled enough. Sorry all.
xoxo