this is to christina:please just read this k?look i'm realli sorry i did the whole a/m.the thing is i do strive for attention.i don't know why i do i just do.it's realli hard not to stop but i will try because i know you're not the only one that gets pissed off at that.i always feel neglected because my family isn't that good to me and plus i'm an only child.and yes i no your life is way worse than mine and i'm not trying to make such a big deal out of it.but soo many people hate me at my school without even knowing me and it's horrible.
but i'm glad er i was glad that i could talk to you about all the things that bothered me.i'm also sorry that i lied about that.i am starting to think i'm a conmpulsive liar lol as crazy as that sounds but idk i just want everyone to like me but i know not a lot of people do and it sucks.well i'm sorry.i FREAKIN still love you.