Breakdown
Firstly I talked to him.
me: I didn't mean to make it akward.
him: No maybe you didn't.
me: Are you sure?
him: Yeah.
I'm so happy right now I could explode. I'm litterally crying from happiness. And considering my day, that's pretty damn good.
So back to the not so great part of my day. I had a breakdown at school today. Complete shut down. Before first period started I walked straight into the counseling office and started bawling. So after talking to my counselor for about thirty minutes, she called my mother; who took me home.
I've cried off and on all day long.
I've thought of suicide all damn day.
I think I'm going insane.
Nothing is making sense.
me: I didn't mean to make it akward.
him: No maybe you didn't.
me: Are you sure?
him: Yeah.
I'm so happy right now I could explode. I'm litterally crying from happiness. And considering my day, that's pretty damn good.
So back to the not so great part of my day. I had a breakdown at school today. Complete shut down. Before first period started I walked straight into the counseling office and started bawling. So after talking to my counselor for about thirty minutes, she called my mother; who took me home.
I've cried off and on all day long.
I've thought of suicide all damn day.
I think I'm going insane.
Nothing is making sense.