Jun 16, 2009 05:16
I don't want to hear one more person ask me what happened with us.
I'll let you all know right now.
No one ever ask me again.
Thanks...
-I was jealouse
-I didn't let him be with his friend's without questioning
-I accused him of almost everything.
-I depended on him way too much.
-He was a priority.
-I was too attached.
-I had too much love for him for a girl as young as myself.
-I held his hand way too tight.
-& loved him way too much.
-I had too much faith in us.
-I was too comfortable.
-I didn't like when he left my side.
-I loved being around him way too much.
-I loved looking at him too much.
-I was more than controlling.
-I trusted in him more than I could trusted in myself.
-I let him know me more than I know myself.
-I wanted to be with him too much.
-I made him crazy.
-I drove him away from me.
-I annoyed the hell out of him.
-I even went as far as making him fall so quickly out of love with me.
-I let him know me so well, that I didn't even know myself.
-I opened my heart way too big.
-I was too good to him.
-He was way too good to me.
-I sometimes even talked too much.
-I faught with him almost everyday.
-I told him I didn't want to be number one in his life.
-& he told me right back that I wasn't ever going to be.
-I accussed him of loving another girl.
-So many times...that now he actually does.
-Last summer i told him to take me to the movies to see the notebook and he did. and tried to tell me how much he cared about me. i didnt care to hear it. i thought i was 100x's better than him.
-Turns out he is 100x's better than me.
-I didn't go in the ocean with him.
-I didn't like going to Cory's everyday.
-I never met his grandma.
-His sister hates me.
-I didn't ever get dolled up for him, unless it was for a special occasion.
-I hated roller coasters.
-I yelled at him all the time about speeding.
-Even if he was only going like 2 mph over...
-I always made him shut off the music in the morning.
-& always changed the radio...& annoyed him & even his friends.
-I was always so sick.
-I made him lay with me everytime.
-I cried over nothing.
-I let too small of thing's get to me.
-I was way too much like my Mom.
-I yelled at him everyday.
-I made him feel like a peice of shit.
-I wanted to just lay around & do nothing with him way too often.
-I asked for too many rides places.
-Rarely did I ever pay for gas.
-I was a little spoiled brat & always got what I wanted.
-I made him drive all over St. Augustine to find me a bunny.
-I made him sit there Monday-Friday & watch a Soap Opera with me & my mom.
-I sometimes even got so boring that it made him bring his game boy.
-We had too much of a routine.
-We acted as if we had been married 10 years.
-I asked him why he always stared at girls.
-Only because I have low self esteem.
-Or maybe even non at all.
-I rolled my big ugly brown eyes.
-And wear too much eye liner.
-I turned my back to him.
-And I sometimes even didn't say "I love you" back.
-Im the one that asked him to buy me a promise ring.
-I did a variouse amount of things that he didn't approve of.
-I asked him what he needed to do so bad online.
-I accused him of wanting to see other girls.
-I told him to leave me.
-& one day he actually took me up on it.
-I told too many people how much he meant to me.
-I even went as far as waking him up while he was sound asleep to tell him I love him & ask him if he was alright.
-I gave him one pillow & kept 2 for myself.
-I sometimes even called him at work for dumb things.
-I made him leave the guys to come pick me up.
-I wanted to go to the movies way too often.
-I wanted him to go shopping with me all the time.
-I complained a lot.
-I decorated his truck.
-I bought him a hello kitty air freshner.
-When he said "I love you", I'd sometimes say "Do you really?"
-I made him a bet he'd be the one to leave me.
-I made him late to class.
-I told him to have fun in second period with her.
-Now look at him.......
All in all, I guess all those things built up...
And I became a lost cause the last 2 months of our relationship.
The end.