come down & waste away with me

Jun 16, 2009 05:16

I swear this is the last of it.

and our hearts have all been beaten and bruised
and we're all pretty fucking confused
and we always expect to lose
ill explain it all to you through alcohol and bad tattoos
if i talk and i laugh too loud
its because im trying to forget that im sad
because some things can get pretty bad
but id like to believe that somewhere ill find someone who's going nowhere
and we'll go there together.
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Everything I know
Tells me he's everything
That I could hope for
Everything I know
Tells me I can't let him walk away
I took my time to find the words
I hope he'd feel the same
'Cause I want someone to share my smile
To share the pain
To be there when the sea turns gray
To share the joy
For better or worse
-
But I'll never have the pleasure of having the butterflies in my stomach again.
I hope she fucking rocks your world, god knows I couldnt.
The biggest rainstorm cant even compare to the amount of tears i've cried over this mess.
It's cool to send mixed signals- Isnt it my Love?
It's cool to make helpless girls fall for you!
-
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
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I'd rather listen to him breath on the phone, then come to the fact that we are done
hes like a drug i cant give up- addicted to the feeling it gives us
he said he loved me, he couldn't stop if he tried
he never was a good actor, but theres still hope in my mind
he says goodbye the mood is lifting, and with that he says thank you for existing.
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your never going to find someone with whom you can look up at the stars
someone who can bring one down with just a simple kiss
someone who makes you feel like your touching the sky with your hands
someone who will make you feel like your flying, your never going to find someone.
your never going to find someone who loves you like i do
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He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.
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and every night at 11:11 i wish that the boy
with the blue eyes as bright as the sky that
sparkle like the ocean
that gleam like the shooting stars
and with the breath as soft as a gentle breeze
with gentle hands and a loud beating heart
with the voice that for so long has comforted me
wakes up...
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so dont go worrying about me, its not like i think about you constantly, so maybe I do...but that shouldnt effect ur life anymore
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Is it really true
Did you save yourself
For someone who could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who
Someone who
You met in a bar
The back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart
Cuz my self esteem
It’s been low
Go ahead and count,
It’s been lower than low
I know the feeling
Of it stealing life out from under me
Cuz I want to learn
How you save yourself
For someone who
Could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who couldn’t even remember your name
Did you save yourself
For someone who loves you for you?
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Now isn't this fun
just what you //wanted//
my inner most fucking thoughts
You wanted feed back
I'll give it to you.
I'd rather you not
act like Every little [Frown]
means a page of Words
I H.A.T.E it when you
take Every fucking thing i say
and fuck with it
You twist ::Everything:: i think
into a fucking book
like everything I say
is worth writing down
when its NOT
And God, some times
your just like the ones you hate
I try to tell you something
that you Really need to know
//but you blow it off//
cause You don't think what "They"
(the rest of the world)
think matters
I'm sorry if this was too much;
but wait
you asked, What I was Thinking...
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hey girl you think youre so in love. wake up &feel whats real; whats infront of your fucking face. youre nothing but a number; although you make such a nice addition to his recent body count. while you were hugging him, smiling away; behind your back my dear he was rolling those beautiful brown eyes of his. you stupid girl who knows nothing of love. so young &so nieve. if you had a dollar for ever fake smile hes displayed for your lovely brown eyes, youd be able to afford to get him something worth smiling about, trust me doll youre just not enough. so take that pathetic little heart of yours &cut if off your sleeve, &put the peices back together cause he wont be around to help you through this one when hes done.
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I fuck you out of boredom.
I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.
I fuck you to make the pain go away.
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.
Fuck you because I loved you
Fuck you for loving you too
I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.
I fuck you because you're beautiful.
I fuck you for fun.
I fuck you because I can.
I fuck you so you will protect me.

Fuck you because I Love you.
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I'll be your .Best kept Secret.
and your .Biggest Mistake.
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It's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.Do something for me. . . Just picture your life for me,30 years from now, 40 years from now. . . What's it look like? If it's with her, than go.I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out . . .
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I'm the person you looked at and said you loved,
I'm the girl with the prettiest eyes in the world
And a face and body to match
I'm amazing, unbelievable, incredible
Truly and utterly special
I'm the one you can't live without
The one you see when the lights go out
The only one for you
I don't love you
Enough lies, I'm ugly, ordinary
With the dullest eyes you've ever seen
If I leave, you'll carry on
If you leave, I'll die
I still love you
That's the truth, its all I know . . .
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if I could go back, I'd speak my mind
No secret is a good secret.

& most of all, If I could go back
I would have told you I loved you more, because an amazing person deserves to know how much they are cared for . . .
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Im sorry I pushed you away from everything we had, even me.
I couldnt ask you to wait forever.
Don't let her make my mistakes.
Forever is never too long to wait for somethng Perfect
I'll be here . . .
Love Always ,
- Me

Just had to get the last few words out.
Sorry
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