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People make me so sick. . I'm nottrying to be all emo, make people feel badd for me and say every1 hates me, my life is going so wrong. . but my life really has been going wrong . .
first off you have my great grandmother dieing,
I just found out that my papa has prostate cancer
, and just last night when my nana and papa were walking 2 teenagers walked out of a bush and asked for ciggeretts, obviously my nana and papa don't smoke, so when they said no the teen pulled a razor or somthinng to that affect out of his sleeve, but luckily it was on a main road so the other kid told him to put it away, there were too many cars around, thank god!. . as you probaly concluded they most likely were gona jump them and that would have been 2 more ppl who i truly care about missing in my life. .
I don't know what to do anymore, the only person i can really talk to about this is my bffl keala, I wana talk to the guidence or somthing but they will probaly be like oh no not another one. Its just in the past month everything & every1 has taken the wrong turn. I don't know how much longer i can hold on to this.
I love you so much keala, you mean the world to me. please don't turn your back on me now. .
"if i gave you the truth
would it keep you alive
though im closer to wrong
im not further from right
and now im
conviced on the inside
somethings wrong with me
convinced on the inside
so much more than me"
-seether
first off you have my great grandmother dieing,
I just found out that my papa has prostate cancer
, and just last night when my nana and papa were walking 2 teenagers walked out of a bush and asked for ciggeretts, obviously my nana and papa don't smoke, so when they said no the teen pulled a razor or somthinng to that affect out of his sleeve, but luckily it was on a main road so the other kid told him to put it away, there were too many cars around, thank god!. . as you probaly concluded they most likely were gona jump them and that would have been 2 more ppl who i truly care about missing in my life. .
I don't know what to do anymore, the only person i can really talk to about this is my bffl keala, I wana talk to the guidence or somthing but they will probaly be like oh no not another one. Its just in the past month everything & every1 has taken the wrong turn. I don't know how much longer i can hold on to this.
I love you so much keala, you mean the world to me. please don't turn your back on me now. .
"if i gave you the truth
would it keep you alive
though im closer to wrong
im not further from right
and now im
conviced on the inside
somethings wrong with me
convinced on the inside
so much more than me"
-seether