Jul 13, 2005 15:50
Amazing....
I didn't think I was that bad of a girlfriend. Everyday I try to make you happy and I guess thats not enough. I try so hard to be perfect for you and you will be happy with me one minute, then the next your freaking out and pissed off. I dont get you. But then again how could I when you don't even know what you want. I would go through so much pain just so you wouldn't have to be hurt, and you know it. So what, we're not over but you said so much stuff to methat you obviously didn't mean, And thats what hurts. The fact that "We're made for eachother, we're gonna be together forever" now seems to be turning into "Whatever I don't care, lets play the blame game, Alyssa's it" I want so badly for us to work out, Ive never been this hurt by you before. I do everything for you. You're what I am living for. Everything I say to you I mean, I do love you, more than you know, I do wanna be together forever. But you know my part ofthe relationship and everything I feel. Now its up to you.