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So nothing exciting has really happened lately..I did hay on sunday and my cutie pie helped. I wore shorts and a tank top....retarded? yes. Haha. I love the Andy Milonakis show aha. Yesterday was the fourth of July durr and I went to Andrews and we went rollerblading....Im sort of good now ahaha. And we went down to the creek behind his house and did like fire crackers and stuff it was fun. Tonight were going to Amandas house! yay I miss her sooo much! Amanda we definately need to hang out more this summer because its not the same without you! lol. Last night I wentto bed at 11:30 and my brother stayed up to watch tv and he had my fan in the back room so I went upstairs and took his in my room and figured hed just use mine in his room for the night. He wakes me up at 12:30 like barges into my room and says "gimmie my fan right now" and Im like just use mine for tonight and he says no im not leaving until i get my fan and at this point in getting pissed off because he woke me out of a dead sleep over a fucking fan...im like do you wanna wake up mom and dad and hes like gimmie my fan right now so my parents wake up and my brother once again starts with the fake tears and who comes into the hallway..of course my dad. starts yelling ta me soi throw ryans fan and it like broke and im like take it and get out and my dads like dont ever talk to me like that again and i was like whatever. Then he says dont think youre hanging out with Andy tomarrow or doing anything and IM like mom already said I could go to Amandas and hes like oh well. So my mom comes home todya and Im like are gonna drive me to Amandas tonight and shes like yeah it just depends what time I get out of work....so in ur face bink! I was thinking a lot yesterdya and last night about how much I truley care for Andrew. I think about the girls in his past cuz like we talk about that stuff and I get kinda jealous but I realize now that hes mine. And Im really happy. These past 5months have been the happiest of my life. I cant picture myself without him. I cant see myself even loving anybody else as much as I love him....not even half as much as I love him. I cant even begin to tell him how much I love him because I cant find the words to express how I feel. I love you baby, you really are my everything. So yeah Im looking forward to Amandas tonight!!! Yay!!