Jun 27, 2005 20:53
URGH mother effer. I love Andrew soooooooooo much. We hung out for like 5 and a half hours today but it wasnt enough. I know tht sounds phsycotic but its true. my mom like came and got me early and i sooo wasnt even ready. iwas really pissed off nd i still am. i like yelled at her in the car. its not fair. lately i feel like no matter what i try to do he just doesnt love me as much anymore and i love him mroe than anything i just wanna spend time with him so he knows how much i truley do care about him. i really need him every single day. im like addicted to the andrew. lol. im such a jealous person too....like beyond jealous lol...i cant help it. but yeah so hes working like a 13 hour day tomarrow then were hanging out around 6ish and i want him to stay aslong as he can, i dont care if it means he has to spend the night just so i can see him until i feel im ready to let him leave lol. but yeah i duno hes the BEST thing that has ever happened to me and i can say that ebcause its true and i know it is without him i would probably be a depressed weird-o i wouldnt be who i am i love the person i am when im with him. i think he changed me for the better.
<3 AdG n AmP 4E