random thoughts.
its amazing how you opinion and way you see people can change in one day.
somethings never change. but you learn to cope. and now im gonna have to cope with the fact that ill never be good enough. guess i should be used to it.
things are so fucked up now.
but surprisingly in a good mood tonight. micheal cheered me up. hes a big teddy bear!
did you know. that the color green reduces stress. i read it in my mag.
"i hope youre as happy as your pretending"
im so read for this week to be over haha isnt that sad.
awls response to this entry "omgosh jennifer youre so pretty shut up."
damnit im just going to smile. like i always do. things seem so much better when you smile anyways. keyword seem.
"because im sick of planning
ways to make you mine
recounting all the lines
id give to your expectant eyes
but i failed to see the signs.
its not the first time
that my thoughts would get the best of me
so ill keep to myself
and just keep on thinking wishfully
i know that this wont help
i need to say this to your face
we both know this talk wont take place"
stole it from r-macs profile i liked it alot.
somethings never change. but you learn to cope. and now im gonna have to cope with the fact that ill never be good enough. guess i should be used to it.
things are so fucked up now.
but surprisingly in a good mood tonight. micheal cheered me up. hes a big teddy bear!
did you know. that the color green reduces stress. i read it in my mag.
"i hope youre as happy as your pretending"
im so read for this week to be over haha isnt that sad.
awls response to this entry "omgosh jennifer youre so pretty shut up."
damnit im just going to smile. like i always do. things seem so much better when you smile anyways. keyword seem.
"because im sick of planning
ways to make you mine
recounting all the lines
id give to your expectant eyes
but i failed to see the signs.
its not the first time
that my thoughts would get the best of me
so ill keep to myself
and just keep on thinking wishfully
i know that this wont help
i need to say this to your face
we both know this talk wont take place"
stole it from r-macs profile i liked it alot.