say a little prayer, get your money man, life goes on.
made me think of jewls and our talks.
fall out boy-moving pictures
Last night I saw a movie
and I thought about many movies I've seen at your house
excuse me if I'm rude
but I'd rather that we just strike from the record ones I'd see again without you
leaning on my shoulder
distracting me from the plotline
Where can I go when I want you around
but I can't stand to be around you
go home
I'll walk myself to you
I'll walk myself away from here
Go to hell
is all I thought for seven weeks
but I grew out of that phase looking at these broken photographs of people
looking glossed just like the way I still remember a summer ago
Where can I go when I want you around
but I can't stand to be around you
Go home
I'll walk myself to you
I'll walk myself away from here
Call me back
I'm pleading with a cork in my head
It wouldn't be the first time
my pillow has been mistaken
Where can I go when I want you around
but I can't stand to be around you
Go home
I'll walk myself to you
I'll walk myself away from here
Can't stand to be around you
Around you, around you
Can't stand to be around you
Can't stand, I can't stand
To be around you
well obviously this week has been the week from hell.
my mom has a kidney stone. scared the hell out of us wednesday when she went to the hospital and we had no idea what was wrong.
alex is. well. we dont know whats wrong with him.. doctors suck ass.
speaking of doctors.......spongebob. damnit. if you dont know dont ask. spongebobs just a sore subject right now. literally =P
and ive lost one of my best friends.
and to think "we havent had any problems" haha julia..
i just think people blow stuff way out of proportion.
every one is two-faced and i m not leaving anyone out of that even im two faced its not something i brag about but. ive apologized and made things right. youve got to swallow your pride and admit your wrong. lets stop with that thought.
another thing you just dont drop other people believe me im all for people making new friends. but realize that you cant keep friends by ignoring them and pushin them to the side. especially someone who knows more about you than anyone else. and again stoppin on this thought.
lastly someone said this to me today "if we all sat down and talked none of us would know why we're mad" and thats 100% true.
so i just think either we all step up and swallow our pride and confront each other or we end up losing friends weve had forever.
well finally ive spoken up about it. and this has been especially hard for me b/c im tryin to keep all my friends. and its like ive havin to choose, what happened to this summer..
ill leave you with this.
"Let's face it.. we've changed. We all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends were lost, new loves began, and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. Everyone has changed - some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love, and others are trying to let go. We all know, even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall, or when the happy smile spreads across our face.. we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we're not all friends forever."
"maybe you were all faster than me,
we gave each other up so easily,
these silly little wounds will never end.
i feel so far from where ive been..."
-vc-