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Schools a drag but O well. Ive reliezed some things in the last couple of days. Like where do I come off telling people that things dont matter....because it does matter..very much so. Like the past for instance. I always used to say whats in the past doesnt matter but thats what makes you who you are. It shouldnt be something you forget about. See all I remember are the bad things that happened to me....I remember all of it....prolly because it out weighs the good times. I could tell you everytime my dad wouldnt come home or everytime I had to go get something back from a drug dealer with my dad cause my mom made me go....she was afraid he wouldnt come back unless i was with him. Just all this shit......but I still had good times. I know I did. Life has been kinda hard for me till recently but its still kinda ehh. I try soooo hard not to think of it.....and it works most of the time. I act like things dont bother me when in fact they do...alot. I just dont relieze it.
I have a wonderful girlfriend that helps me see. I love her sooo much. Life is a better place with her.
I have a wonderful girlfriend that helps me see. I love her sooo much. Life is a better place with her.