Aug 29, 2004 02:26
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
I switched to Livejournal today, I guess that's plain obvious by now. Anyways, John has livejournal. Ok, well today I went to get my eye brow peirced!! yay!! I think it looks pretty cool. I went with my friend Heather to get it done, and she watched the whole thing b/c she cwazii lol. Well, it didn't hurt at all, it was like painless really....but i did feel it, and Heather said I was like twitching lol..I showed Jenny, John, and Sarah a pic...and Sarah was like discusted in a weird way...but thought that the idea of it was cool...and im like ok.. and jenny thought it was cool and john was like awesome! I want to get my tounge peirced...but i know thats not gonna happen considering my mom was like "u know people only get that because its better to give head with" ya, well she told me that yesterday and i was like mom! ahh please let that be the end of ur conversation! lol Wellllll it was 40 bucks...and I think its worth it, but I keep touching it and it freaks me out b/c i keep forgetting that I have like a thing on my face and I keep touching it and im afraid its gonna like fall out or somethin...ahh id just die. Sarah wants to share this with everyone SarahM385: i sometimes am obsessed with story book characters. lol Well and then Heather and I went to pick up my brother from his party at IceZone, and all his friends thought my eye brow was completly terrible...=0 but who gives a shit what 12 year old boys think? not me. Then, we went back to my house and we got some food.....(poptarts and hotdogs) ..haha great mix. Well, then we went swimming, and that was borring yet fun, b/c we talked a lot about shit im not gonna explain on here. lol ;) Anyways, then we went to the video store and we got Original Sin(Angelina Jolie.....lol) and Identity, which was pretty cool but i didnt understand it...I dont really understand anything. And then we were scanning the tv and we found a show called Real Sex or whatever and we were just laughing like crazy b/c it was fucking hilarious. They had like a male-bonding session and wow haha....their small PEE-PEEs were danglin...hah. Well,and then my brother went out of the room and im here talking to sarah while heather is watching some comedy shit. Im gonna start writing again I think, b/c im becoming depressed again like I used to be over stupid things...and its better to write than do stupid things.Wow this is a very long...boring entry. Yesterday was terrible I was getting upset over the most stupid shit. First, yuh know, Jenny, Kelly, Sara, Jason, John, and I had plans to go have dinner and then go ice skating...heather came over yesterday so I skipped the dinner part...turns out, I get a phone call from jenny saying.."oh we're not going ice skating anymore because no one wants to" and im like "ok u and i will go together then" and shes like "well kelly and sara want me to go to the movies/mall with them" and im like "oh ok then i guess we'll do ice skating next weekend" and shes like "yeah thats what we planned" so i hung up, and then I was thinking and im like o-m-f-g she just ditched me...i mean, they all got invited to go somewhere and i was supposed to be with them and then they just un-include me...i mean other than the fact that they dont like me....thats fucked up, i mean if u have plans with people....u dont fuck them up and around and then do something else and not invite the person that planned the whole fucking thing. My friends are assholes and I don't know why I deserve to be pushed around by them, I really thought Jenny and I were becoming best friends again like old times, but she turns around and stabs me in the back. Anyways, then Ray was like...Hey, yuh wanna go to the movies with me, dani, dany, and adam? and im like "sureee i have nothing better to do, why not?" so then after i fuckin got ready and everything I get back online, and hes like "wait amie, nevermind...we just want it to be our little group"...yeah so again I get ditched....niceeee huh? So, not only was Jenny an asshole to me...Dani, Dany, and Ray and Adam(which i dont really care about) all had to ditch me...but im over it now. John is the only one that will probably be reading this...so I think I can call my friends assholes without them finding out ;) so keep it hushhush johnn....wow this is longer than i expected it to be. Tomorrow, Heather, Jesse, and I are going ice skating! w00t. That should be funnn....:) Jason thinks hes going to be coming over...but hes obviously not, if we're going ice skating, lol. I don't know whether I still love him or not....it's very complicated really. Im kinda bored, so I guess I'll just write more. Id put a pic of my eyebrow on here...but since my brother was lookin at some fucked up porn sites, the whole computer is like messed up now, so I cant. I don't wanna go to school monday....school is boring, especially now that Im mad at Jenny, Dany,Dani, and Ray, and that's a lot of people to be mad at. My brother is bleeding. lol <--The update for now. Love Sux....Im o0ut.