absence makes the heart grow fonder
Yeah bullshit. I totally dont agree with that right now. It just sucks that all these people have people who love them, and they are hanging ou with them everyday, and the guy that i am in love with, would rather be miles away, then here with me. I hate these people who say that they "know how im feeling" because their boyfriend is going to be away from them for 3 days. OH MY GOD 3 DAYS YOU'RE GOING TO DIE! okay, they have no idea what im dealing with right now. I haven't seen him for 7 days now, and i have no idea when im going to get to see him again. I miss his eyes, i miss his smile, i miss his laugh, i miss the twinkle in his eyes, i miss the way he says my name, i miss the way he says 'i love you', i miss the feeling i get, i miss cuddling with him, i miss how we fit so perfectly together, i miss our stupid inside jokes, i miss our laughs, i miss our memories, i miss the little nicknames he has for me, i miss our little arguements where we would call each other silly names, i miss being silly, i miss his ears, i miss his arms that protect me from everything, i miss the way he smells, i miss him singing to me, i miss the way he calls me his angel and his wife, i miss the hour long conversations, i miss watching movies with him, i miss his hugs, i miss his kisses, i miss the way he looks at me, i miss the way he wipes away my tears, i miss us argueing over who loves the other one more, i miss holding his hand, i miss going for walks, i miss talking about the future and how many kids we want, i miss him saying good night, i miss everything... =(