Nov 05, 2004 19:00
wow this week was crazy...
Cheerleading wow i dont even know why i do it.. it makes me so upset.. I try so hard and yet it never pays off...soo i dunno b-ball season starts on monday... well me n jess will have fun all alone whipping lil kids in shape.... even tho i think its unfair and bull... o well i guess they deserved it... and to clear it up for everyone!! I was crying not becuz i didnt make varsity it was because i felt like i wasnt as good as every1 else and i sucked and it made me hurt because ive cheered w/ the same girls for like 4 years and now im left behind..i dunno it just made me upset and i was gunna quit but jess talked me out of it...
Boys.. there not even worth it.... i just wish i knew what he wanted becuase i like him so much yet so do alot of other ppl and if he likes one of them i wanna kno so i can let go... oo man makes me so confused and i wish i knew what was going on.... o well im glad fighting and thinking ppl hate each other over him is over... *sigh* i just Love him soo much!
Courtneys all better now 3 days without her in school!! woah it was crazy!!!
Im like failing earth science so if ne1 is good please tell me cuz i need serious help... im gunna fail i just know it....
This weekend i have a cheerleading competition at UB! so come see!! i compete for both teams too!! im gunna be so tired... o well i <3 it!! *Wish us Luck*
well im out... I love you**
x o x Ashley <3 x o x