why can't i feel all tingly again?
I hate .
i hate all things
and i wish i was stupid
i wish i was a different person and that i wasn't so god damn observant, or creative, or appreciative. That way i could just not care, and not have enough sense to worry about anything..or think about anything..or contemplate.
it would be easy
Everything easy.
I just ran home in the rain from Holly's. it was quite an experience. well actually it wasnt something to rave about. it was just..well..wet. i dont know. i dont know anything.
i'm confused
in every way possible.
I am not ever going to assume things. ever.
I am also afraid.
Afraid that summer will suck
and that i will lose contact with lots of people and blah blah blah SHIT.
beach house?
i hate all things
and i wish i was stupid
i wish i was a different person and that i wasn't so god damn observant, or creative, or appreciative. That way i could just not care, and not have enough sense to worry about anything..or think about anything..or contemplate.
it would be easy
Everything easy.
I just ran home in the rain from Holly's. it was quite an experience. well actually it wasnt something to rave about. it was just..well..wet. i dont know. i dont know anything.
i'm confused
in every way possible.
I am not ever going to assume things. ever.
I am also afraid.
Afraid that summer will suck
and that i will lose contact with lots of people and blah blah blah SHIT.
beach house?