you look so lovely, running through my fingers

[x3_suck_my_kiss]

my face is wet. no, no, its not from crying..i just washed my face..and dried my eyes on one of my mom's white towels, so later i can over-apply my makeup because of Mr. Doan's obsession with girls wearing lots of makeup at concerts. and now theres all mascara on that towel. exactly what my mom told me not to do. oops

i feel like a pilgrim cause i'm wearing that concert black dress for orchestra, since we have another concert tonight at the highschool. You should go.. i know i wouldn't if i were you, but you should go. Anyway, this dress fits too loose around my waist and is too long cause the hem came undone in part of it, and i hate it. well at least i'll be able to stare at some random high school guys tonight..it's something to do. while Holly does the same at Philharmonia.

this week sucked.
Hopefully Saturday will be cool. i'm not really sure what's going on, but i think i'll probably have something to do that night at least. tasty
Well i guess that's what i'll have to look forward to while trapped in a bus to Dorney park tomorrow with none of my real friends. orchestra.
Well i suppose i should go practice my fiddle.

--with high hopes that there will be enough film left for a better roll of memories.
-natalie