May 16, 2004 22:32
i can't sleep, so here i am.
well.. Last night Julie, Rox, Holly, Ang, and Rachel were at my house. Then it was weird, but in a cool way...cause i threw myself into bed at like 9:45-10..or something like that, and i had headphones on, but then i realized how hard it was raining and i took them off. all my windows were open and the lightning was reflecting of the wall of mirrors in my room. i felt extremely close to the rain. i cant really desribe it. Then it got kinda scary and loud and i put my headphones back on and eventually fell asleep.
Today i got up, went to church..ehhh 8 year olds making communion..joy. Then i actually got my homework done in a very reasonable amount of time. Then Ang called to see if i wanted to go to the fair later, and so we went. Fair was blaaah, i saw a lot of people. more blaaah.
Jake gave me this thing that was about marijuana and i just kept folding it into smaller pieces as we walked, and then Roxanne and Greg were there and i realized that i was still holding this thing, and i tried to give it to Roxanne, but i just ended up throwing it out. haha
i dont know why thats funny
Soccer game at 4:45..i think we started late..i got home at 7.. Shin-guard tans are annoying. Then i wanted to go to Hollys but shit happened, and fuck. i just remembered that i broke a lamp, and glass like shattered against the steps. uuugh god damn. whats wrongggggggggggggggggggggggg? Well then i was so pissed and just ran out of the house and walked to hollys after screaming to my family that i hated them. I wasnt supposed to go anywhere, but i just left..and by the time i got back, my dad wasnt really mad. or he was but Holly was with me.
oh, the drama