It's Not My Fault I Fell For You : Chapter 5
Chapter 5 : His Wicked Plan In Action
(Yoona’s POV)
We were walking towards the duty free shopping area, Donghae’s hand was tightly grasped onto mine. It was strange really… we had already walked so far yet he didn’t let go of my hand. Wasn’t it strange? Has something like this ever happened to you before? Could somebody please explain to me what a big fat grin is doing pasted on his face?
Was Donghae oppa going to hold my hand ALL the way until we reach there? But… but wouldn’t he feel embarrassed about this? Back in America, everybody was teasing us about how “cute” we both looked together, Donghae never said anything but I did. I always told them that we were just best friends but everybody just gave me weird looks like they knew something that I didn’t.
Come to think of it, Donghae never once said ANYTHING when everybody was assuming we were a couple. It was I who did most of the talking. That was strange also, why didn’t he try and deny that we weren’t a couple and we were just simply friends?
It was as if he wanted us to look like a couple.
Did I just say that? I can’t believe that I had just thought of the silliest idea possible, it was utterly ridiculous, Donghae loved me as a sister, as a best friend and I loved him back as a brother, as a best friend, nothing more than that. I can’t believe that I just thought that of my best friend, it made me look… like a retard, I mean… why would Donghae like ME anyway?
I wasn’t even pretty to begin with.
Donghae’s grip was tight but gentle, firmly in place around my sweaty hand. I couldn’t help that my hand was sweaty, it was like a natural reaction for me… whenever I felt skinship. I couldn’t blame myself, skinship was always something that I was afraid of, I just didn’t like people touching me. It made me feel scared and nervous.
I couldn’t take it any longer, I stopped and pulled my hand away from his grasp. Donghae turned around and looked at me curiously as if I had done something wrong. Well… technically holding someone’s hand is wrong with all the right reasons. We weren’t even a couple to begin with.
“What’s wrong?”, Donghae asked frowning. He must be totally oblivious to the hand-holding thing, I thought to myself.
“Umm… n-nothing, let’s just k-keep walking”, I said quickly, oh god… did I just stutter?
Donghae nodded slowly and turned around again to start walking, his hands were inside his pockets now. I walked slowly behind him, I hope I didn’t make the situation too awkward. Actually in fact, it had been a long, long time since we had ever been awkward. I guess best friends were rare to be ever found being awkward.
But I knew there was an awkward tension hanging under Donghae because he was silent. And maybe if I looked more closely at his face, I would tell that it was also embarrassed too but of course… that was just a maybe, I didn’t really look. I never expected him to feel embarrassed.
I sighed and steadied my pace behind him.
(Donghae’s POV)
I guess I must have been too happy, I must have been too busy savouring this moment because I didn’t notice that I had been holding Yoona’s hand for the whole time. I had held her hand lots of times before, but this time was the longest, possibly the longest ever. I must have been too carried with my thoughts, I actually thought, hoping that she was actually comfortable… with me holding onto her hands. But I guess I was wrong, I was always wrong.
I felt her stop suddenly and before you know it, I felt her hands pull away from my grip.
I guess my heart dropped after that.
I turned around and looked at her curiously hoping the awkward, uncomfortable feeling in my stomach wouldn’t be too visible on my face. I could feel the sadness bubbling inside me but I ignored it.
“What’s wrong?”, I asked frowning pretending as if I didn’t know what just happened. I hope my frown looked convincing enough because under it was a look of hurt and grief.
“Umm… n-nothing, let’s just k-keep walking”, Yoona said hurriedly, did she just stutter? Stuttering meant that you’re anxious or embarrassed right? Was she embarrassed that I was holding her hands? Of course I didn’t go too deep into my thoughts because I knew for sure that my thoughts and ideas were always wrong.
I turned around again hoping that Yoona wouldn’t be able to see the face that I had right now, my face was hot from embarrassment. There was an unexplainable weight on my heart, it was heavy and it seemed to drag me down with it. I sighed ever so quietly, why was it so difficult loving someone?
And would I ever, ever confess to her?
After a long and silent while, we had finally reached the Japanese noodle restaurant near the duty free shopping area. It was bustling and crowded with the sounds of chopsticks clattering among the bowls. The smell of prawns, chicken and beef wafted into my nose, I suddenly noticed how hungry I was. A waitress came towards us, she was eyeing me flirtatiously but when her eyes met Yoona, her face turned disgusted.
She must’ve thought Yoona was my girlfriend, I thought amusingly.
“Table for two?”, I asked with a smile.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
My AWESOME plan for hitting on that hot chick was still intact. Aren’t I awesome for thinking of such an awesome plan? Like seriously, come on, players definitely have to learn from me.
I watched as they both walked off towards the duty free shopping area before turning left and disappearing behind some shops. I wasn’t happy at first when I was watching them walking off together, what pissed me off even more was that the long haired guy was holding hands with her!
SHE’S MY GIRL! DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HER!
Well… she wasn’t mine… yet.
I grinned like a total idiot when I saw her break away from the long haired guy’s grasp, I hope Yuri didn’t see it but. I was happy now because I knew for sure that they weren’t a couple now. Maybe they were just brothers and sisters or something like that. Whatever, the girl is mine anyway.
“Yah Yuri!”, I exclaimed as I turned around, an idea had popped up into my mind. I had better use it or I would be wasting more valuable time, I thought. Yuri looked at me surprised and I grinned in response, though my insides said otherwise. I felt sorry that I had to ditch her like this.
“Yes oppa?”, she asked hopefully.
I’m sorry Yuri, I thought.
“I’ve got a big surprise for you, but you have to wait here by yourself”, I explained as she squealed in excitement. I didn’t really have a surprise for her… but oh well.
“Oh my god! Are you serious oppa? I love surprises!”, she squealed clapping her hands. I smiled weakly, I totally hated lying.
I’m sorry Yuri, I thought again.
“Wait here okay?”, I informed anxiously as she nodded vigorously. The last thing I wanted her to do was wander off and stumble on me hitting on another girl. That would be the worst day of my life.
I walked off towards the duty free shopping area, carrying a bag of guilt in my heart.
(Yoona’s POV)
“Crab meat and roast beef ramen with miso soup”, a woman said disinterestedly as she placed the bowl of noodles in front of me. I nearly gawked at the size of it, the bowl was HUGE, it would’ve been better if I had just shared it, I thought dully.
“Oppa… there’s too much, I don’t think I can finish it”, I frowned at the huge size in front of me. Donghae smiled at me softly, he understood, he always understood, he knew that I didn’t like wasting food.
“Let’s share it then”, he suggested, I nodded as he slowly pulled the bowl of ramen towards the middle of the table. I watched him as he picked a piece of roast beef with his chopsticks before popping it into his mouth and smiled in content.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
They were in the front seats of the noodle restaurant, how perfect, I thought with a smirk, now I have front row seats to stare at that beautiful face. I watched as she ate her noodles, or ramen or whatever, she ate it so elegantly like she was some sort of princess. Oh god, looking at her eat those noodles was making me hungry, I thought as I clutched onto my stomach.
Hmm… maybe I should go inside? Then I can hit on her and eat as well, a win-win situation, I thought excitedly but all my excitement was drained when I saw him in front of her. God, why was that guy always with her? They’re not even couples… How am I going to ask her out with that guy behind my back? I thought irritatedly. I could corner her if she’s going to the toilets, but there’s also a possibility that she might not be going to the toilets. Oh god, I can’t wait, I have to take matters onto my own hands.
I quickly dialled a number on my mobile and placed it onto my ear, in an instant, a male voice had picked up.
“Master Jonghyun, is something wrong?”, the male voice asked on the other line.
“No, nothing’s wrong, could you come inside the airport and get a takeaway coffee?”, I asked quickly.
“Young master, you want to drink coffee? I thought you didn’t like coffee”, he asked curiously. I sighed irritatedly, this stupid assistant of mine was always asking questions.
“The coffee isn’t for me. This is what I want you to do, I want you to buy a takeaway coffee and go to the noodle restaurant near the duty free. Then you will see a girl eating noodles outside wearing a polka dot dress. I want you to spill the coffee on her ”, I ordered with a smirk as I looked back up to check if they were still there. My plan is about to be complete.
“Do I spill the coffee on her head?”, he asked. Oh my god, I nearly wanted to chuck my phone on the ground, this assistant is so annoying, I thought furiously.
“No you don’t! Just spill it on her dress for god’s sake!”, I replied furiously before disconnecting the call.
I am so going to replace that guy.
(Yoona’s POV)
I was nearly finished with my ramen, all thanks to Donghae actually, he contributed to at least half of the contents in the dish. I’m sorry, I just have such a light stomach, and then I didn’t like leaving leftovers because then I would think about all the children around the world starving from poverty. I watched in amazement as Donghae woofed down his bowl of ramen, was he superhuman or what?
“Oppa… so where are we going after this?”, I asked once Donghae had finished his ramen. I could’ve sat gawking at him for the entire night but that would’ve seemed rude.
“Home I guess? Do you want to watch a movie or something?”, He asked as he wiped his mouth lightly with a napkin.
“Movie? That sounds like a good idea but what-”, I stopped suddenly as a man that was walking by had tripped over and the coffee that he had been holding spilled all over my dress and down my legs.
I didn’t squeal or scream or anything, it was just a dress, it didn’t really matter much to me. I was more concerned about the guy who had tripped over, I hope he didn’t sprain his leg or anything.
“Are you alright?”, I asked as I pulled the man up from the ground. Coffee dripped from my dress and trickled down my legs, luckily it was just cold coffee.
“I’m alright, I’m so sorry, I tripped and then I spilled everything, I’m so sorry”, He apologized frantically but I brushed it away with a smile.
“It’s alright, it’s just a dress, I’ll just go fix myself up in the restrooms”, I said to Donghae before walking off to the toilets which were a further down from the duty free shopping area. I looked behind me, strange, the man was gone already.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
I was waiting outside the woman’s toilets with a big smirk on my face, everything was going right for me tonight. Now all she has to do was say, OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU, and then everything would be all good. Hmm… she still wasn’t out yet, what’s taking her so long? I quickly fixed my hair, unbuttoned the first 2 buttons of my shirt and quickly looked at my reflection through my phone. Damn, I look so hot right now, how could anybody say no to me?
The door swung open and she came out, I nearly gasped, she looked even more beautiful from close up. There was a big brown stain on her black dress, what shame, but whatever she still looks as pretty as ever. She came towards me slowly and stopped, I had purposely blocked the way so she wouldn’t be able to get out. Smart thinking, I thought to myself.
“Umm…”, she tried to say. I knew it! I knew it! She was already falling for me! Of course she was, then why couldn’t she say anything? Obviously, she saw my sexy face and she instantly couldn’t speak. Girls these days, I thought.
“Hello”, I winked at her but I was shocked when she didn’t have any reaction at all. My first initiation had failed? Unbelievable!
“Umm… you do you know you’re blocking the way?”, She asked frowning after I had given her a wink.
I ignored her question. You’re not getting away from me that quickly, I thought.
“You look really pretty, have I seen you before?”, I asked giving her another wink. She stared at me blankly giving no reaction at all, oh my god, was my plan failing?
“I’m pretty sure you haven’t, now could you move out of the way please?”, She asked nervously, I smirked, maybe I looked like some sort of rapist to her right now.
“How about you and me go somewhere special?”, I asked taking a step towards her, I smiled seductively and inhaled the rosy scent of her hair. My face was nearly inches away from hers.
Oh god, hurry up and just say yes already, I thought.
Chapter 6 coming soon ;D
(Yoona’s POV)
We were walking towards the duty free shopping area, Donghae’s hand was tightly grasped onto mine. It was strange really… we had already walked so far yet he didn’t let go of my hand. Wasn’t it strange? Has something like this ever happened to you before? Could somebody please explain to me what a big fat grin is doing pasted on his face?
Was Donghae oppa going to hold my hand ALL the way until we reach there? But… but wouldn’t he feel embarrassed about this? Back in America, everybody was teasing us about how “cute” we both looked together, Donghae never said anything but I did. I always told them that we were just best friends but everybody just gave me weird looks like they knew something that I didn’t.
Come to think of it, Donghae never once said ANYTHING when everybody was assuming we were a couple. It was I who did most of the talking. That was strange also, why didn’t he try and deny that we weren’t a couple and we were just simply friends?
It was as if he wanted us to look like a couple.
Did I just say that? I can’t believe that I had just thought of the silliest idea possible, it was utterly ridiculous, Donghae loved me as a sister, as a best friend and I loved him back as a brother, as a best friend, nothing more than that. I can’t believe that I just thought that of my best friend, it made me look… like a retard, I mean… why would Donghae like ME anyway?
I wasn’t even pretty to begin with.
Donghae’s grip was tight but gentle, firmly in place around my sweaty hand. I couldn’t help that my hand was sweaty, it was like a natural reaction for me… whenever I felt skinship. I couldn’t blame myself, skinship was always something that I was afraid of, I just didn’t like people touching me. It made me feel scared and nervous.
I couldn’t take it any longer, I stopped and pulled my hand away from his grasp. Donghae turned around and looked at me curiously as if I had done something wrong. Well… technically holding someone’s hand is wrong with all the right reasons. We weren’t even a couple to begin with.
“What’s wrong?”, Donghae asked frowning. He must be totally oblivious to the hand-holding thing, I thought to myself.
“Umm… n-nothing, let’s just k-keep walking”, I said quickly, oh god… did I just stutter?
Donghae nodded slowly and turned around again to start walking, his hands were inside his pockets now. I walked slowly behind him, I hope I didn’t make the situation too awkward. Actually in fact, it had been a long, long time since we had ever been awkward. I guess best friends were rare to be ever found being awkward.
But I knew there was an awkward tension hanging under Donghae because he was silent. And maybe if I looked more closely at his face, I would tell that it was also embarrassed too but of course… that was just a maybe, I didn’t really look. I never expected him to feel embarrassed.
I sighed and steadied my pace behind him.
(Donghae’s POV)
I guess I must have been too happy, I must have been too busy savouring this moment because I didn’t notice that I had been holding Yoona’s hand for the whole time. I had held her hand lots of times before, but this time was the longest, possibly the longest ever. I must have been too carried with my thoughts, I actually thought, hoping that she was actually comfortable… with me holding onto her hands. But I guess I was wrong, I was always wrong.
I felt her stop suddenly and before you know it, I felt her hands pull away from my grip.
I guess my heart dropped after that.
I turned around and looked at her curiously hoping the awkward, uncomfortable feeling in my stomach wouldn’t be too visible on my face. I could feel the sadness bubbling inside me but I ignored it.
“What’s wrong?”, I asked frowning pretending as if I didn’t know what just happened. I hope my frown looked convincing enough because under it was a look of hurt and grief.
“Umm… n-nothing, let’s just k-keep walking”, Yoona said hurriedly, did she just stutter? Stuttering meant that you’re anxious or embarrassed right? Was she embarrassed that I was holding her hands? Of course I didn’t go too deep into my thoughts because I knew for sure that my thoughts and ideas were always wrong.
I turned around again hoping that Yoona wouldn’t be able to see the face that I had right now, my face was hot from embarrassment. There was an unexplainable weight on my heart, it was heavy and it seemed to drag me down with it. I sighed ever so quietly, why was it so difficult loving someone?
And would I ever, ever confess to her?
After a long and silent while, we had finally reached the Japanese noodle restaurant near the duty free shopping area. It was bustling and crowded with the sounds of chopsticks clattering among the bowls. The smell of prawns, chicken and beef wafted into my nose, I suddenly noticed how hungry I was. A waitress came towards us, she was eyeing me flirtatiously but when her eyes met Yoona, her face turned disgusted.
She must’ve thought Yoona was my girlfriend, I thought amusingly.
“Table for two?”, I asked with a smile.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
My AWESOME plan for hitting on that hot chick was still intact. Aren’t I awesome for thinking of such an awesome plan? Like seriously, come on, players definitely have to learn from me.
I watched as they both walked off towards the duty free shopping area before turning left and disappearing behind some shops. I wasn’t happy at first when I was watching them walking off together, what pissed me off even more was that the long haired guy was holding hands with her!
SHE’S MY GIRL! DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH HER!
Well… she wasn’t mine… yet.
I grinned like a total idiot when I saw her break away from the long haired guy’s grasp, I hope Yuri didn’t see it but. I was happy now because I knew for sure that they weren’t a couple now. Maybe they were just brothers and sisters or something like that. Whatever, the girl is mine anyway.
“Yah Yuri!”, I exclaimed as I turned around, an idea had popped up into my mind. I had better use it or I would be wasting more valuable time, I thought. Yuri looked at me surprised and I grinned in response, though my insides said otherwise. I felt sorry that I had to ditch her like this.
“Yes oppa?”, she asked hopefully.
I’m sorry Yuri, I thought.
“I’ve got a big surprise for you, but you have to wait here by yourself”, I explained as she squealed in excitement. I didn’t really have a surprise for her… but oh well.
“Oh my god! Are you serious oppa? I love surprises!”, she squealed clapping her hands. I smiled weakly, I totally hated lying.
I’m sorry Yuri, I thought again.
“Wait here okay?”, I informed anxiously as she nodded vigorously. The last thing I wanted her to do was wander off and stumble on me hitting on another girl. That would be the worst day of my life.
I walked off towards the duty free shopping area, carrying a bag of guilt in my heart.
(Yoona’s POV)
“Crab meat and roast beef ramen with miso soup”, a woman said disinterestedly as she placed the bowl of noodles in front of me. I nearly gawked at the size of it, the bowl was HUGE, it would’ve been better if I had just shared it, I thought dully.
“Oppa… there’s too much, I don’t think I can finish it”, I frowned at the huge size in front of me. Donghae smiled at me softly, he understood, he always understood, he knew that I didn’t like wasting food.
“Let’s share it then”, he suggested, I nodded as he slowly pulled the bowl of ramen towards the middle of the table. I watched him as he picked a piece of roast beef with his chopsticks before popping it into his mouth and smiled in content.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
They were in the front seats of the noodle restaurant, how perfect, I thought with a smirk, now I have front row seats to stare at that beautiful face. I watched as she ate her noodles, or ramen or whatever, she ate it so elegantly like she was some sort of princess. Oh god, looking at her eat those noodles was making me hungry, I thought as I clutched onto my stomach.
Hmm… maybe I should go inside? Then I can hit on her and eat as well, a win-win situation, I thought excitedly but all my excitement was drained when I saw him in front of her. God, why was that guy always with her? They’re not even couples… How am I going to ask her out with that guy behind my back? I thought irritatedly. I could corner her if she’s going to the toilets, but there’s also a possibility that she might not be going to the toilets. Oh god, I can’t wait, I have to take matters onto my own hands.
I quickly dialled a number on my mobile and placed it onto my ear, in an instant, a male voice had picked up.
“Master Jonghyun, is something wrong?”, the male voice asked on the other line.
“No, nothing’s wrong, could you come inside the airport and get a takeaway coffee?”, I asked quickly.
“Young master, you want to drink coffee? I thought you didn’t like coffee”, he asked curiously. I sighed irritatedly, this stupid assistant of mine was always asking questions.
“The coffee isn’t for me. This is what I want you to do, I want you to buy a takeaway coffee and go to the noodle restaurant near the duty free. Then you will see a girl eating noodles outside wearing a polka dot dress. I want you to spill the coffee on her ”, I ordered with a smirk as I looked back up to check if they were still there. My plan is about to be complete.
“Do I spill the coffee on her head?”, he asked. Oh my god, I nearly wanted to chuck my phone on the ground, this assistant is so annoying, I thought furiously.
“No you don’t! Just spill it on her dress for god’s sake!”, I replied furiously before disconnecting the call.
I am so going to replace that guy.
(Yoona’s POV)
I was nearly finished with my ramen, all thanks to Donghae actually, he contributed to at least half of the contents in the dish. I’m sorry, I just have such a light stomach, and then I didn’t like leaving leftovers because then I would think about all the children around the world starving from poverty. I watched in amazement as Donghae woofed down his bowl of ramen, was he superhuman or what?
“Oppa… so where are we going after this?”, I asked once Donghae had finished his ramen. I could’ve sat gawking at him for the entire night but that would’ve seemed rude.
“Home I guess? Do you want to watch a movie or something?”, He asked as he wiped his mouth lightly with a napkin.
“Movie? That sounds like a good idea but what-”, I stopped suddenly as a man that was walking by had tripped over and the coffee that he had been holding spilled all over my dress and down my legs.
I didn’t squeal or scream or anything, it was just a dress, it didn’t really matter much to me. I was more concerned about the guy who had tripped over, I hope he didn’t sprain his leg or anything.
“Are you alright?”, I asked as I pulled the man up from the ground. Coffee dripped from my dress and trickled down my legs, luckily it was just cold coffee.
“I’m alright, I’m so sorry, I tripped and then I spilled everything, I’m so sorry”, He apologized frantically but I brushed it away with a smile.
“It’s alright, it’s just a dress, I’ll just go fix myself up in the restrooms”, I said to Donghae before walking off to the toilets which were a further down from the duty free shopping area. I looked behind me, strange, the man was gone already.
(Jonghyun’s POV)
I was waiting outside the woman’s toilets with a big smirk on my face, everything was going right for me tonight. Now all she has to do was say, OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU, and then everything would be all good. Hmm… she still wasn’t out yet, what’s taking her so long? I quickly fixed my hair, unbuttoned the first 2 buttons of my shirt and quickly looked at my reflection through my phone. Damn, I look so hot right now, how could anybody say no to me?
The door swung open and she came out, I nearly gasped, she looked even more beautiful from close up. There was a big brown stain on her black dress, what shame, but whatever she still looks as pretty as ever. She came towards me slowly and stopped, I had purposely blocked the way so she wouldn’t be able to get out. Smart thinking, I thought to myself.
“Umm…”, she tried to say. I knew it! I knew it! She was already falling for me! Of course she was, then why couldn’t she say anything? Obviously, she saw my sexy face and she instantly couldn’t speak. Girls these days, I thought.
“Hello”, I winked at her but I was shocked when she didn’t have any reaction at all. My first initiation had failed? Unbelievable!
“Umm… you do you know you’re blocking the way?”, She asked frowning after I had given her a wink.
I ignored her question. You’re not getting away from me that quickly, I thought.
“You look really pretty, have I seen you before?”, I asked giving her another wink. She stared at me blankly giving no reaction at all, oh my god, was my plan failing?
“I’m pretty sure you haven’t, now could you move out of the way please?”, She asked nervously, I smirked, maybe I looked like some sort of rapist to her right now.
“How about you and me go somewhere special?”, I asked taking a step towards her, I smiled seductively and inhaled the rosy scent of her hair. My face was nearly inches away from hers.
Oh god, hurry up and just say yes already, I thought.
Chapter 6 coming soon ;D