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so i really cannot move. jess hurt us bad. but yolanda is sick. yay. that woman is evil, i swear.
so my post last night. i have another one coming up.
now. by these posts. i really don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. i don't want to. i'm not that kind of person. but i'm the person that always gets stepped over. the one that never actually comes close to saying what i want to say. the one that is constantly trying to be nice, just because i really don't want to lose anyone else. just because i may have said something negative on here(and i'm supposed to general, but i'm pretty much too idiotic for that), doesn't mean that i hate your guts. unless i say it. and i will say that the people i have said that i hate them to, do not happen to be any of the people that have access to this. i don't hate you guys. or else i wouldn't make my feelings public to you all.
that said. i may not be very discrete with these things. but these are just things that i've been thinking about a lot lately. i've been in a bad phunk for a while now, and yet try to come out peppy during the day. for the past couple of days, i've come home and cried. sometimes i;ve started almost crying during dance and then stopped myself to prevent looking like an idiot and having to explain. i don't know why. a lot of stress. a lot stuff happening. but it'll all get better when summer comes. and i can just get away.
but i do love you all!!
so my post last night. i have another one coming up.
now. by these posts. i really don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings. i don't want to. i'm not that kind of person. but i'm the person that always gets stepped over. the one that never actually comes close to saying what i want to say. the one that is constantly trying to be nice, just because i really don't want to lose anyone else. just because i may have said something negative on here(and i'm supposed to general, but i'm pretty much too idiotic for that), doesn't mean that i hate your guts. unless i say it. and i will say that the people i have said that i hate them to, do not happen to be any of the people that have access to this. i don't hate you guys. or else i wouldn't make my feelings public to you all.
that said. i may not be very discrete with these things. but these are just things that i've been thinking about a lot lately. i've been in a bad phunk for a while now, and yet try to come out peppy during the day. for the past couple of days, i've come home and cried. sometimes i;ve started almost crying during dance and then stopped myself to prevent looking like an idiot and having to explain. i don't know why. a lot of stress. a lot stuff happening. but it'll all get better when summer comes. and i can just get away.
but i do love you all!!