Thank god for cocoa butter!
Li'l miss miss, I say. Eeeh. That whole 'self-hate' thing is flaring at the moment. Match that with having to go to the beach when I actually don't want to, missing a reunion with an old friend, Hating absolutely everybody in the town I live in and having to smile at them when smiles really aren't wanted and you have one wreck of a holly. One wreck of a holly who really wishes she hadn't eaten those two peices of toast loaded with the cream cheese and nuttella.
Eh. It's not all that bad of a slope. [yay optimism? pshaw!] I'm at the lake right now with Danielle who's trying to figure out what she's going to wear. I've actually managed to not have packed a single thing I want to wear except my silly pikachu shirt. -_-. I'ma wonder.
What I need to be is up off my ass and finishing with the cleaning. I have to earn beach money, I suppose. Damn manipulative fucks with their stupid ass giggles. I really don't like the feeling of being dangled on a meat hook for other's pleasures. If it were for my own, it would be fine and dandy, but I'm not much into the whole selfless thing. The "Me, me, me" syndrome doesn't bother me a bit. Atleast not for now. The guild will bite about the time school returns. Bah.
We're about to go out so I can find a new bathing suit I suppose? As if I need to be exposing such things in public. bitchbitchfuckfuckassfuckcuntwhorebitchdamn.
Eh. It's not all that bad of a slope. [yay optimism? pshaw!] I'm at the lake right now with Danielle who's trying to figure out what she's going to wear. I've actually managed to not have packed a single thing I want to wear except my silly pikachu shirt. -_-. I'ma wonder.
What I need to be is up off my ass and finishing with the cleaning. I have to earn beach money, I suppose. Damn manipulative fucks with their stupid ass giggles. I really don't like the feeling of being dangled on a meat hook for other's pleasures. If it were for my own, it would be fine and dandy, but I'm not much into the whole selfless thing. The "Me, me, me" syndrome doesn't bother me a bit. Atleast not for now. The guild will bite about the time school returns. Bah.
We're about to go out so I can find a new bathing suit I suppose? As if I need to be exposing such things in public. bitchbitchfuckfuckassfuckcuntwhorebitchdamn.