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[x3_ma_petite_x3]

It's very odd to be
back here again.
I haven't ventured on to
this site for quite awhile
and I'm already noticing some changes
that will have to take place
in the morning.

The first is this horrendous
spacing error that I
apparently found alluring
once upon a time.
eh, silly me.

I found a lot of things
alluring once upon a time
that I now must say I find
as detestable as having
roadkill rubbed against your
private areas by a hobo every
night.

Now I've changed.
I was going to do away
entirely with this account
due to such a thing, but decided
on a no and a quick journal entry
saying as much. I'm not sure how
quick this will turn out to be, though,
considering it's already droning on
and I'm incapable of sleep. That's
the one thing that will never change.
Instead, I will make it clear that
every entry after this one is (to me
atleast) considered from a view point of
someone much more grown into themselves
and who they want to be. I haven't quite
reached the top level of all that, but
I'm still climbing and will continue to do so
until I'm happy with who I am.
I'm tired of not being happy with myself.

As of this moment myself isn't happy with I either
and says if I don't shut the hell up this instance
and go further under my covers then she will kick
my pansy arse.

Goodnight Loves.
there'll be more to bore yourselves with later.