life has its up`s and downs =/

May 02, 2005 17:13


yo its bin madd weird for me these last few months, i've bin tryin to keep it inside me.. but it hurts.. :: my parents might split :: its soo dificult for me to say that.. 18 yrs of love to come to this.. it makes me think wut chance do i have to find love??

friday- lyk i said i went to my brothers girlfriends quinces it was really nice.. and she look extravagant.. got home at 1:30 jake,my brother and i feel asleep lyk dominos..

sat.. wsa spent at home thank god i didn't go to work.. i cleaned up here and there... and janik got back from gradnite =).. i was oo happy he called me first thing as he got home.. and he called while he was there lyk 3 times... i tried not hinkin aobut it and it worked real well.. so i thought i wasn't gonna see him this weeknd.. :: he got sick:: =/.. soo im in my flippin pjs ryt n someone knocks at my door around 8 or 8:30.. its nas?? wtf are u doin here how did u get here? wel i got here cuz i borrowed my parents expedition and were gonna pick janik n max up to watch movies at her ehouse.. she had 1 hr to get back.. so she drove (safely) and stopped real wuick at b.kinq.. janik ebded drivin home.. n i fed him his food.. damn im soo nice.. then we watched the amitville horrow ::bootlegged: version scary!! n a walk to remeber =) i <3 it!! now u wonder why im sick ryt?? then w.e i went home n

sunday just chilled.. tried to recover from my cold.. *cough cough.. went to sleep around 10:30 talked with my mom.. n nothin good.. went to sleep..

monday- woke up on time rode bus.. went to math got juans book for him then left at 7:35 to take the AP test i flippin bombed that shiz lyk shrimp fried rice!! i guessed to 55 questions n i did 1 essay wen i had to do 3.. then went to lunch soo humid!! ate inside wit lala n gemma.. then wen to euro.. we didn't do anything thank god.. n the hw i was supposed to do he said we could turn it in next class i did in class cuz we basically had free time.. so i got that out of the way. rode bus home in the heat.. then came home changed talked to my babe.. n lala she wrote me a note =/.. n she told the situation with cristian =/.. talked to nas .. then ate dinner it was me n my brother.. well im too confused to keep ryting.. but here are some pix...

tigger that my babe bought

for me =)... made my day



me n nas (3o5)



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