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Hey Babi`s,
What`s up?!*Nothn much here setting at my Aunt Crystal`s* house hangin here for a few day`s..So alot has been goin on here lately yah-Canaan* &* I did break up but I`m not making a new journal just because of it, it take`s to long to do so yah-I do have another journal ready to use but I`m using this one..So anyway`s it`s a hard time for me right now cuz I mean I really care a`bout Canaan* he mean`s tha world to me nd I would do anything for em* that`s why I`m actin so kool a`bout this cuz I`m doin it for em*..I mean I miss em* alot nd I wish we would just get bckt togetha..I dn`t kno but there`s something a`bout this that I have a bad feeling a`bout..I mean I just wanna be with this boy so much that I`ve neva wanted to be with somebodi as much as I do Canaan* but I guess that isn`t good enough for em*..But I`ll keep praying a`bout it nd I kno that God* will work this out for me..But anyway`s I got to go to Johnson City with Crystal* nd Chloe* Thrusday we we`re goin to go tomar but we have to wait til tha nxt day cuz sissy has to go to tha blood doc. but she`s okay just a check up..But school`s been out for me I didn`t have to go tha last 3 day`s nd that`s kool cuz I really needed a break but anyway`s..I dyed my hair tha 1st time(yesterday) I dyed it, it was purple &* blonde nd it looked so bad so today we dyed it once again now it`s brown with red highlight`s nd it look`s really good I think..It`s kool..Paige*-came up here today for a lil while er* nd Allen* to see Morgan* nd to hang out for a lil bit..I might go with Jayme* to Hope`s* Thrusday nd stay with er* but I`m not sure yet..I dn`t really kno what to do anymore everytime I put my heart bck out there on tha line I screw up so how nd get hurt all over again..But I`m really hurt this time because I have strong feeling`s for Canaan* I mean me nd other ppl though that we we`re meant to be with eachother..But I guess God, will work it out tha way he want`s to..But I guess thing`s will get better..Everybodi get`s hurt not just me..I mean I just hate hurting I just think that it`s time for me to be happii..But anyway`s Tyler* nd I are just hanging out right now so I guess this is a`bout it nd I`m gonna lve it here..
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Canaan*-Hey hun, listen I`m srry for what ever I did nd I really do hopw that this work`s out right ..But I Love You Still Alway`s have Alway`s will!*
Friend`s*-You kno who yal are I love you all with all my heart &* couldn't make it without yal..Love You..
Here`s that other livejournal if yal wanna add it I might start using it a lil latr..
x3_blondie_08
Nd look how happi we we're not even a month again what happend to us babi?!*