May 20, 2006 23:44
¤Jayme*¤
Hey hun, What`s up?!*Nothn much here just settin here nd well it has took me long enough to write you this letter on here but see I didn`t kno what nd all to say but now I kno just what to say..We have certainly had some hard time`s in our friendship but we alway`s seem to keep on goin nd being best friend`s..Jayme* this is a really hard time because it alway`s seem that everytime one of us are really nd truly happii something happen`s to our friendship to try to mess it up..Well I kno what Canaan* asked you nd yah- I`m hurting so bad over it but I also know what you said to em* you told em* no nd that mean`s alot to me..Your tha only person that know`s everything a`bout me nd tha only person that know`s just how much I love this boy nd couldn`t stand to lose em*..When I think a`bout our friendship none of it make`s me sad because of tha fact we alway`s make it threw our fight`s nd dislike`s..We have been there for eachother no matta what tha cause was or no matta what it was a`bout..I`ve never left your side nd I dn`t plan to either.When your dwn I`m also dwn cuz I know your pain nd I kno what nd all you got to deal with.I`ve been in your shoe`s before with tha hole mom nd dad thing nd I kno how you feel like nobodi is there for you nd I kno how your sister treated you for a while but you have to remember that I was there for you nd I never left you by yourself..You dn`t kno how much our friendship mean`s to me.Tha world.So when all this started happening with Canaan* it had me to think a`bout us being friend`s nd if it would last but hey we haven`t fell apart yet nd we`re still hanging in there for eachother..When you fall I must not fall with you I must catch you nd pick you bck up we`re we can make it threw this together..There`s been a many of night`s that neither of us could sleep nd we would just stay up for hrs on tha phone or with eachother were we wouldn`t be alone..I`m apologizing for all the thing`s I`ve dun to you nd I`m saying sry because I care for you nd I dn`t want anything to come between us we can`t let this either..I`m not giving up on Canaan* I love em* nd wanna be with em* more than anything in this world nd all I ask of you is not to mess that up nd to be behind me 100%..I respect the fact that we`re alway`s honest with eachother..We are unseperable 95% of tha time so I really dn`t want either one of us hurtin..I can`t find one reason for us to be fightin..I`m not trying to bring you into tha middle of this but you know that your apart of it nd that is gonna be something we tlk a`bout but we can`t let this hurt either one of us nd I`m really hurtin right now because I dn`t kno what`s goin on in his head nd I really do hope that this is a game that he`s playin cuz I can`t take this at all..I would go to all limit`s for you where you could be as happii as I am when I`m with em* nd you kno how hard I try to find you tha perfect person nd I know that you will fine em* just like I`ve found Canaan*..God brought me you nd we`re suppose to be best friend`s nd be there for one another nd I`m here for you it`s just are you on my side also?!*You have made a great impact on my life nd I dn`t want to lose that..I wanna be best friend`s with you forever nd alway`s..There`s nothing much I can say to you without goin into great detail`s nd I`m sure you dn`t wanna hear it but just remember that I`m alway`s here for you no matta what or who..
I LoVe yoU!*,
x3_Laken
My Quote`s to you..
We've been Best friends since 2nd Grade.
& have NeVeR Gotten in 1,real fight.
Thats how we know.
Timon and pumba aint got sh|t on us
sHeZ mY tWiiN..
mY pARtNeR iiN cRiiMe..
mY EvErYtHiiN!!
Your only as strong as the tables you dance on,the drinks you mix,and the friends you roll with!!
People always say.. "Damn those girls are never apart" well its like "duuh bitch we share the same heart"
Best friends are the kinds of people who you walk up to with tears pouring down your cheeks,you can't even breathe your crying so hard,and you dont have to say a word cause they already know what's wrong