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wow, i haven't seen this thing in forever. what with myspace now, whoever wants to go on here anymore? but i have to confess, i don't spend much time on myspace...i haven't really found much time for the computer at all, actually.
when i started this whole thing, i had it all. friends, money, & an excuse to say the world hated me just as much as i hated it. i had black & red hair, wore 8-10 pounds of eyeliner a day, & had the greatest times with people who loved to gather in groups & hate the world with me.
from all the sugar pop, the cigarettes, the weed, the hair dye & walking in the sun for hours wearing all black, i'm surprised a few brain cells didn't pop. who's to say they didn't, though?
the laughing, hating my parents, the cutting, the bleeding, the crying...it's what attracted me, gave me a whole new world.
sadly, our parents were right, it would end. now we like them again, we go job searching, drink diet pop for fear of gaining weight. we have normal hair, dress to conform & complain about our smoking habit we should have dropped 2 years ago.
also, your little group of people who hate the world with you suddenly disapear. & you meet someone to love, to grow up with, to make you take a bigger step towards adulthood.
while you fight & scream with the friends who once loved you, while you tell them you hate them, try & erase the past.
you secretly love it because it makes you part of their world & reminds you that we really haven't changed that much, now have we?
when i started this whole thing, i had it all. friends, money, & an excuse to say the world hated me just as much as i hated it. i had black & red hair, wore 8-10 pounds of eyeliner a day, & had the greatest times with people who loved to gather in groups & hate the world with me.
from all the sugar pop, the cigarettes, the weed, the hair dye & walking in the sun for hours wearing all black, i'm surprised a few brain cells didn't pop. who's to say they didn't, though?
the laughing, hating my parents, the cutting, the bleeding, the crying...it's what attracted me, gave me a whole new world.
sadly, our parents were right, it would end. now we like them again, we go job searching, drink diet pop for fear of gaining weight. we have normal hair, dress to conform & complain about our smoking habit we should have dropped 2 years ago.
also, your little group of people who hate the world with you suddenly disapear. & you meet someone to love, to grow up with, to make you take a bigger step towards adulthood.
while you fight & scream with the friends who once loved you, while you tell them you hate them, try & erase the past.
you secretly love it because it makes you part of their world & reminds you that we really haven't changed that much, now have we?