Oct 21, 2008 20:14
Dear Journal,
ARGH!!! *sobs* I hate today.....:( Well i entered a competition in Neo, the winner got the ticket to go to the anime con in London. I entered it, chancing my luck...>>" i figure i would never win, cause i never win at those things. AND guess what i won!!! Yooh would think " wow..!!!"...but no...i cannot go!..Because of several different reasons:...
1. It is all the way in London T___T and I live in Anglesey...that it is FRACKIN far !!!
2. The train tickets cost like a fortune (( blame the credit crunch))
3. I was only given one ticket, so that means noone can accompany me!!! (( Im only 15, gonna be 16 next Thursday!! XD))
4. Because of reason 3, i will not able handle to go to London on my own.
So Thanks NEO! (( anime mag)) for giving me a ticket in which i entered for weeks ago!!..T___T And i cannot go cause i cant get to fucking London! So bravo!! NEXT TIME DO A COMPETITON WHICH DOES SOME GOOD!!! INSTEAD OF MAKING ME DEPRESSED AND GIVE ME FALSE HOPE!!
Anyway...sorry..for being so angry!...its just argh! ><" Plus i have the "tests" tomorrow which i am dreading!! ......
I need comfort here!! Dx