oops
okay, i just realized that the date and time isn't showing up so if anyone would like to fix that go right ahead =)
+driver's ed from 8-5 again today, BLAH.
+i changed my lj and that makes me feel very proud.
+i did something else that makes me feel proud
+brooke's going to be home today AND she is coming see me =)
+only 4 more days until britt comes down!!
okay so lately things have been really confusing. a lot of mixed emotions and thoughts. i thought about a lot of things all day yesterday, last night, and today. from all of this i've realized that no matter what happens or who else comes into my life i will always love kenneth. and as of right now, i love him more than anything and i don't want what we have to end. we get in fights but then again who doesn't? things could be better but that's nothing new. i went through my room today and found a lot of stuff and i guess it all made me realize that im just so in love that i can't control it. i love kenneth john matherne and i always will. November 26, 2003 forever.