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so keith was home yesterday at 530am.
i hung out with him. but this is the thing..
he bought condoms before he left to go to oc.
but why did he buy them? did he have intensions on using them?
&i asked him and all he said was "dont worry about it, why do you care? & i didnt have intensions on using them."
but then why did he buy them?, was i wrong for asking?
& that still pissed me off, like why else would you buy condoms before you go to the beach?
i mean they were all there when i was cleaning out his suitcase, i counted them to make sure none were used.
so thats a plus, i guess? but still why would he need them if im not there?
hes going down again next friday but i think im going to beg him to take me
because i really want to go. i just have to find a babysitter for friday from like 2pm to 4pm
so my mom can go to work. and ill give whoever money. so yeah.. but i still have to talk to keith about letting me
go, & he better let me go. i go back to school that monday the 28th & then i get off school early the 29th for senior pictures & yet i still have
no outfits picked out & i still have to go get my new sneakers, good im soo behind:-\
i dont know what to think anymore :\
i hung out with him. but this is the thing..
he bought condoms before he left to go to oc.
but why did he buy them? did he have intensions on using them?
&i asked him and all he said was "dont worry about it, why do you care? & i didnt have intensions on using them."
but then why did he buy them?, was i wrong for asking?
& that still pissed me off, like why else would you buy condoms before you go to the beach?
i mean they were all there when i was cleaning out his suitcase, i counted them to make sure none were used.
so thats a plus, i guess? but still why would he need them if im not there?
hes going down again next friday but i think im going to beg him to take me
because i really want to go. i just have to find a babysitter for friday from like 2pm to 4pm
so my mom can go to work. and ill give whoever money. so yeah.. but i still have to talk to keith about letting me
go, & he better let me go. i go back to school that monday the 28th & then i get off school early the 29th for senior pictures & yet i still have
no outfits picked out & i still have to go get my new sneakers, good im soo behind:-\
i dont know what to think anymore :\