why cant things go back to normal ?
ok liek seriously, my life is not good now. not good @ all. basically, IT SUX. but whatev, maybe it will all get better ? i seriously need to stop taking all this stress nd shit nd being mean to the ones who mean the most to me. goood i hate when i do tht, i dont mean to at all. and im really REALLY sorry to anyone ive hurt lately. ive been making some prettty shitty desicions.
hmm nd yes, i like this new boy. its really the last thing i should be worrying about right now, but i cant help it. ive actually liked him for awhile. but whatev, mite as well risk another heartbreak
ughh i just want to feel better nd be happy. like everyone thinks i am, but really im not. why cant things just go back to normal ?