gotta let it all out.

[x3_brookey]

I trusted you. After all the shit you've put me through, I would have gone threw everything all over again just to be with you. Well now, that's all changed. I've lost all respect, faith, and trust in you. You let me down. I expected a lot more of you. But I obviously don't make you happy, and she does. So go ahead, have your fucking fun. But I'm not gonna be the one getting hurt in the end. It'll be you. I can understand if I hurt you. But I've never done so much fucked up things that you are doing. Both of you are getting yourselves into shit you won't be able to get out of. But it's not gonna be my problem, right? So why am I worrying? I really don't know. I just know we're over. for good. Never again will I go threw this shit for you. I just want you to know I love you, and I might not be stuck on you forever, but I'll never forget about you. I'll remember you as the boy I gave everything to. Then I was the one that fucked everything up. Am I causing all of this? Because that's what you make it seem like. My friends told me about you. They told me I deserve better. They told me I could get better. I'm finally realizing I'm wasting my time. You're not worth all this pain. I'm glad I hurt you.
YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT.

I LOVE YOU.&ALWAYS WILL.