FUCK OFF!! pissed
Okk..haven't written' in here in a while..like anyone cares..but, uhhmm..shit happens when summer sucks. Been to the hospital dozens of times for my f*ing lung..god, smoking sucks! Logan has been gone for the whole week..he's coming over saturday to spend all day with me he says..it's my mom's bday tomorrow..not really into a good mood. Me and Nickoli haven't really been doing good lately with what's happening to me. He's been calling me a lot lately to see how I am feeling..not so good. Dieing. Haven't slept in about..going on 2 days now?!!? Yeah..38hrs. DOES ANYBODY EVEN FUCKING CARE THAT I MIGHT FUCKING DIE?! We'll see..at least me and Logan are doing great...and me and Nick are just doing awesome. I love them s0o0 much!! Their my life. And nothing will ever fucking change that. At least their going to my damn funeral.
I can't believe the hospital said they can't do anything about my lung. They just want me to live life to the fullest until I just not wake up one morning and have my mom come in my room and see me there dead. I'm scared..Nick is worried. I don't need this shit. My best friend just died..yes, another one. I'm fucking next. WHO CARESZ?!
I can't believe the hospital said they can't do anything about my lung. They just want me to live life to the fullest until I just not wake up one morning and have my mom come in my room and see me there dead. I'm scared..Nick is worried. I don't need this shit. My best friend just died..yes, another one. I'm fucking next. WHO CARESZ?!