Jun 03, 2005 15:46
So this has been a bad week. It's just been bad, I've been sooo off and completely not myself. Sorry if anyone thinks I'm mad at them or something like that, but with the stress of exams and the fury I have for a certain person or three is overwhelming and I'm on the verge of an emotional meltdown. Hopefully this weekend is enough to get me back to normal, but if I've upset anyone or anything like that (or I've just been downright different), pretty much assume that it's all due to this stuff, and I feel no different about you than I did a week ago and my thoughts have been centered around one or two central issues, so yeah...
You know what I can not stand? When people don't tell you what they're thinking. I'm so sick of having to wonder what the heck is going on in someones head, it would be sooooo much easier if they would just tell me! I know some people are just plain afraid of my reaction, or they think I'll take it the wrong way, but I won't! I don't want to hear stuff through other people, I just want things said to my face so there's no room for confusion. I'm sick of confusion, and I'm sick of endlessly and desperately attempting to understand some people. Why oh why can't thinks just be simpler? Eurgh. That's all I have to say.
I want to go crawl under the covers and pretend nothing is wrong. I want to hide from every thought running through my head, I don't even want to think.