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I don`t know why .. but family is such a big priority in my life. I sometimes wish it wasn`t though .. because even though I still talk to Michael & My dad .. I know I shouldn`t. But I talk to them for the simple fact that they ARE my family, and nothing can change that. I feel awquard talking to either of them just because they`ve fucked me over .. I just wish they hadn`t and everything could be like it was before. I miss me, michael & liz being close and doing stuff together. I miss when he lived here with us. But then I have to realize that I didn`t do anything wrong .. it`s his fault things aren`t like the way they used to be anymore .. but it`s just hard to think badly of either of them. I dk I`m pretty screwed up myself! lol. Me & Sara did our skit in 4th hour today .. it was funnnyyy! lol. =) I had 3 tests today .. ugh! Then in 6th hour we started watching Ladder 49 .. I didn`t really pay attention though :x lol! I got my permit today though! There was no line @ Secretary Of State either .. none at all! It was weird. lol. Anyways I feel like crap still .. I`m gonna redo my journal I think .. talk to youuz lata!