Weird Day

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Today Was kinda a weird day for me anyway okay first I didn't go to school today because my mom had an interview at Hardees and I had to go grocery shopping. Sunday Morning I felt like Iwas going to bust into tears I don't know why?. Shoot!!! I said to myself I have hurt alot of people. Because of my attitude. I feel like im in the middle of a storm just got caught in the midst of it. Every Christian feel like that. To all the one I have hurt. I'm sorry. I was hanging around friends that I thought was my friends. But anyway. Im in the process of moving again. I thought one time was enough. But it wasn't. So anyway. My selfish pride gets all in the way. When I go to church I come to worship god. God said to me last night Calvin you are not a youth anymore. So last night was my last night I come to visit sometime but anyway

I'm not a bad person people think Iam because of rumors that have been spreading around church. To me I think that people are trying to help me are trying to be in control.

Dear God:

Hey its Calvin Walker you remeber me don't of course you do anyway God Ifeel like im losing you in your grace I don't what's happing to me I feel like im a loser. I guess the friends that I hang around with are just not what I think they are. I mean im 18 almost 19 years old. Thank you for my mom new job at Hardees anyway I love you Jesus with all my heart. Hey said hello to my favorite person in the world. Nannie
I LOVE YOU NANNIE RUTH ROGERS- WALKER
LOVE YOUR GRANDSON

CALVIN JOVAN WALKER JUNIOR

I hope I see you in heaven