its so wrong im so sick of this...
haven't updated up in awhile guess i have been to busy or w.e.
summer has been okay. i have been working a lot but its cool i'll have money and its all good. nothing to interesting has really happen. i have been to the beach a lot, abees, embassy, witches brew, dunkin, lots of random driving a few parties, nothing to crazy lol. i have a lot of time to think about things, and it sucks but i am seeing certain things clearer now and getting over a lot like i passed my old house the beginning of the summer i didn't cry i just looked no one has moved in yet its still sad to see it there empty but i just have to face the fact and get over it. even with my guys i just don't even care anymore, i just have to face reality and deal with it like what is never gonna happen. and im okay with it all. well kinda sorta. nothing is real until you let go completely. yeah i guess i'll just be single for awhile no big deal im only 19 and being single well its fun usually but i do have my moments. i miss my friends of school a lot and i can't wait to to back. i feel like some of my friends lately are being werid around me and idk its probably all in my head i just hate when things feel awkward and you have no clue to go about handling it.the summer is at this point where everything is just boring and dead. yeah. i hate when this happens oh well. less than a month till school.yaya. i have been going to the gym a lot yeah it feels good its time for a change. what else is there to write about.uhm...wow my life is boring..oh well.i guess im done for now.
♥ becca
summer has been okay. i have been working a lot but its cool i'll have money and its all good. nothing to interesting has really happen. i have been to the beach a lot, abees, embassy, witches brew, dunkin, lots of random driving a few parties, nothing to crazy lol. i have a lot of time to think about things, and it sucks but i am seeing certain things clearer now and getting over a lot like i passed my old house the beginning of the summer i didn't cry i just looked no one has moved in yet its still sad to see it there empty but i just have to face the fact and get over it. even with my guys i just don't even care anymore, i just have to face reality and deal with it like what is never gonna happen. and im okay with it all. well kinda sorta. nothing is real until you let go completely. yeah i guess i'll just be single for awhile no big deal im only 19 and being single well its fun usually but i do have my moments. i miss my friends of school a lot and i can't wait to to back. i feel like some of my friends lately are being werid around me and idk its probably all in my head i just hate when things feel awkward and you have no clue to go about handling it.the summer is at this point where everything is just boring and dead. yeah. i hate when this happens oh well. less than a month till school.yaya. i have been going to the gym a lot yeah it feels good its time for a change. what else is there to write about.uhm...wow my life is boring..oh well.i guess im done for now.
♥ becca