but at night when i go home and turn the key there is nobody there nobody cares for me.....
okay update time.
school has been really rough this semester just because i am taking harder classes but i think im doing okay overall i love dance council i love dancing its so much fun i have a roommate now she is really kool though we get along really well and her name is Rachel how funny is that lol. i mean i kinda miss having my own room but i really don't care either cuz we get along really well. this weekend i did not go out Friday cuz well it snowed a lot and it was not worth the effort so me n my roomie just stayed in and watched a movie and ordered chinese. hehehe. and sat i had to see the school play for my intro to dramatic art class the play was a lady's not for burning its written it verse i had no clue what was going on. so yeah i have to write a critique for it oh well. and after the play i was lazy and it was really cold out. everything is okay overall. college has a lot of ups and downs but thats life. i know where im living next year hamilton 202 bitchhess! anna is my roommate its gonna be sickk. guys still suck. i would like to meet one guy sober and likes me for who i am not because my boobs are big or they think im drunk. i mean seriously just because i have a drink in my hand does a. not mean im drunk b.or i am easy or c.i even i want you to buy me another one so i can be drunk. college makes you wonder who you can trust and guys here are fucking jerks like i hate going out lately cuz i feel like a piece of meat im over this shit! like im not going to compete with these slutty girls.i am who i fucking am. i was talking to my friend today and ya know what?i could not remember what it was like to have a boyfriend or be a real relationship. its amazing how time makes you forget and you look at how everything is now. and sadly i wish i could remember what it was like how it felt to have some one. okay im getting emotional im done with this.
♥ becca
school has been really rough this semester just because i am taking harder classes but i think im doing okay overall i love dance council i love dancing its so much fun i have a roommate now she is really kool though we get along really well and her name is Rachel how funny is that lol. i mean i kinda miss having my own room but i really don't care either cuz we get along really well. this weekend i did not go out Friday cuz well it snowed a lot and it was not worth the effort so me n my roomie just stayed in and watched a movie and ordered chinese. hehehe. and sat i had to see the school play for my intro to dramatic art class the play was a lady's not for burning its written it verse i had no clue what was going on. so yeah i have to write a critique for it oh well. and after the play i was lazy and it was really cold out. everything is okay overall. college has a lot of ups and downs but thats life. i know where im living next year hamilton 202 bitchhess! anna is my roommate its gonna be sickk. guys still suck. i would like to meet one guy sober and likes me for who i am not because my boobs are big or they think im drunk. i mean seriously just because i have a drink in my hand does a. not mean im drunk b.or i am easy or c.i even i want you to buy me another one so i can be drunk. college makes you wonder who you can trust and guys here are fucking jerks like i hate going out lately cuz i feel like a piece of meat im over this shit! like im not going to compete with these slutty girls.i am who i fucking am. i was talking to my friend today and ya know what?i could not remember what it was like to have a boyfriend or be a real relationship. its amazing how time makes you forget and you look at how everything is now. and sadly i wish i could remember what it was like how it felt to have some one. okay im getting emotional im done with this.
♥ becca