without you the mind turns, the heart yearns...
i feel like totalr crap right now. my tummy hurts a lot.
i have so much to do right now and so much on my mind.lately i've been thinking about so much like i have been trying to sort out my feelings like where my heart stands.but i can't i just can't.people say so much to me like hate him or should like him or stay away about different people but honestly i disgree about somethings and some i agree.for one min i know want i want then then next im like wait no.i can't.i hate how people constantly ask me questions about brett, evan and now some one else( just because we hungout and are just friends) its annoying and it hurts even if it is a simple question like how are they. i don't fuckin know.how would you feel constantly getting nagged.its bs.then i hear someone(gee..wonder who?)telling everyone things and then everyone comes to freakin me and they wonder why i get mad.wtf? don't tell me how to feel. don't ask unless mentioned.im confused enough. this is the last thing i need. i don't appreciate being imed by a random sn getting asked questions.what goes around comes around.this is a lot of stuff on my mind relating to a group of ppl.
i got into a college.its offical im going still waiting form one more i pray i get in.its my ticket to leave and start over away from all of ths bs.
i have a group for prom but not sure about the whole date thing will you go with me? pleasee? of course my mom rushed me to buy a gown i like it but its not that much excitement if i don't have a date.ya know?
im 18 and shoprite is torchering me with 315-9 shift after school thats bs.im really getting sick of this shit.im dead serious.well i got to bags for the first time ever.considering i have been there 3 and half years.wow im sad.
history day is a week from tomorrow we have done absolutely nothing.we are screwed beyond beleif.crap!
im a fighter who is sick of fighting im tired of fighting my feelings and my first instinct.
my weakness is i care to much.
my tummy is killing me i have work tomorrow mornin.great.don't over analyze my words, my readers,its simple.okay maybe not.lol
<3 becca
i have so much to do right now and so much on my mind.lately i've been thinking about so much like i have been trying to sort out my feelings like where my heart stands.but i can't i just can't.people say so much to me like hate him or should like him or stay away about different people but honestly i disgree about somethings and some i agree.for one min i know want i want then then next im like wait no.i can't.i hate how people constantly ask me questions about brett, evan and now some one else( just because we hungout and are just friends) its annoying and it hurts even if it is a simple question like how are they. i don't fuckin know.how would you feel constantly getting nagged.its bs.then i hear someone(gee..wonder who?)telling everyone things and then everyone comes to freakin me and they wonder why i get mad.wtf? don't tell me how to feel. don't ask unless mentioned.im confused enough. this is the last thing i need. i don't appreciate being imed by a random sn getting asked questions.what goes around comes around.this is a lot of stuff on my mind relating to a group of ppl.
i got into a college.its offical im going still waiting form one more i pray i get in.its my ticket to leave and start over away from all of ths bs.
i have a group for prom but not sure about the whole date thing will you go with me? pleasee? of course my mom rushed me to buy a gown i like it but its not that much excitement if i don't have a date.ya know?
im 18 and shoprite is torchering me with 315-9 shift after school thats bs.im really getting sick of this shit.im dead serious.well i got to bags for the first time ever.considering i have been there 3 and half years.wow im sad.
history day is a week from tomorrow we have done absolutely nothing.we are screwed beyond beleif.crap!
im a fighter who is sick of fighting im tired of fighting my feelings and my first instinct.
my weakness is i care to much.
my tummy is killing me i have work tomorrow mornin.great.don't over analyze my words, my readers,its simple.okay maybe not.lol
<3 becca