Mar 21, 2005 09:28
everytime we lie awake, after every hit we take.
every feeling that i get, but i havent missed you yet,
every room you kept awake, by every silent scream we make
every feeling that i get, bit i still dont miss you yet.
only when i start to think about it.
i hate everything about you, why , do i love you?
i hate everything about you, why do i love you?
im so sick of this life.
it feels like everything i do goes un noticed.
i feel like the friggin wind.
i hate my dad.
i hate my real dad.
i hate the things my mom doesnt stop to think about.
i hate the things my sister says to me.
i hate the ppl in this school who make fun of ppl.
i hate America for labelizing everything.
I hate religion for screwing up all the rules n telling everyone their going to hell.
i hate the teachers who say im going nowhere in life cuz i skipped a math test.
i hate my grandmother when she says my music makes kids commit suicide.
i hate my aunt cuz shes sick n needs to get healthy, but shes too lazy.
i hate the president for not doing anything about the villiges in africa being wiped out in an hour, mothers fathers children, shot, burned, murdered for their faith.
i hate that i hate everything so much.
i hate that im the way i am.
i hate, hating.