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[x2jesuswalks2x]

read the entry before this one too...

for Arron Bell:
The Ultimate
man do i really miss you
the fights we'd have, man now they really hurt,
and i really havent felt a thing but pain
since they laid you in the dirt.
all i can do is think about you
those crazy things you used to do,
ill always cherish and never forget
the times i spent with you.
sometimes i miss you so much i cant sleep
and i think about that special touch you gave and realize,
that its not just your presence ill miss
its that sparkle in your eyes.
and sometimes when im alone
i hear you whisper in my ear,
how sorry you are that you'd been taken from us all
how you'll always be with me right here.
Arron when i see your old pictures
and the wind blows and i think of you
and all the things you wanted and all the things you'd hoped to do.
but theres one more angel in heaven
one more star in the sky
i promis ill love you forever
but i still wish i could have said goodbye.
God took you cuz you were the best
so caring and loving and passionete,
arron i know your just my cousin
but to my heart you were the ultimate.

by your baby cousin
corianne.

God i miss you.