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[x2jesuswalks2x]

A poem i wrote for arron:
Arron
i can think about the all the things we did,
the fights we'd have, man now they really hurt
and i havent felt a thing but pain
since they laid you in the dirt.
...Dont begin to tell me you know how it feels...
to have your heart scratched by lions
your heart yearning and longing
for something i can never have again.
some pain goes on forever
some say even after you die
you were one of a kind
and i couldnt replace you if i tried.
sometimes i feel you hug me
wrap your arms around when i cry myself to sleep
wipe and kiss away my tears
when i look at your pictures and it cuts so deep.
i can hear you laughter in my head
your voice and whispers in the end
and when your brothers and sisters come over
i cry, cuz ill never see your face again.
but theres one more angel in heaven
one more star in the sky
but theres no more time to say i love you
no more time to say goodbye.

sad..but true..

i tried, to go on like i never knew you
im awake, but my world is half asleep
i pray, for my heart to be unbroken
cuz without you all im going to be is
incomplete

some times life just sucks
and i take a step back away from everyone
and

just

breath...