Don't tell me ...
Well well well.
I hate two faced people. (Wow, that was random)
Here I go again.
1. Will you ever make up your mind?
2. Why does this always happen?
3. Are you lying?
4. Why do I fall for it everytime?
5. Somethings will never be understood
6. Good luck
7. What now
8. bitch
9. why is it that you are the only person who makes me cry out of pain?
10. I don't know what I would do without yall
fhiudsfgodsbfods .... I have so many built up emotions, and I don't know why. Like I just want to go outside and SCREAM at the top of my lungs, but then it's absolutley pointless because after im done, im still in pain. It's hard to see someone you love not love you back, or see someone you like not like you back. But I guess that's life. We all have out own "personal probelms" going on right now I guess everything is nothing we've never heard before.
Yesterday was pretty good. I went to school, finally. It was alright I was kinda of BLAH though, which is unusuall for me on a Friday ... but I couldn't help it. I went to football and I was HYPER as all hell. It was SO fun though. It was Me, Shany, Margo, Susan, Vinny, and some other people that were sitting with us. We were all goofing off and throwing the football .. good times. I was going to go to the soccer game with Susan, but I changed my mind. I was really excited about it too, then I just got out of the mood I guess. I came home and Russell was here ... we called Britney and she came over. We ordered pizza, and watched Mean Girls, and White Chicks. It was fun! Russell left around 11:15, and Brit and I watched Mean Girls again .. lol. I love that movie, then we feel asleep to it.
Today was alright, kind of lazy. I woke up around 10:30, and my mom, britney and I went to breakfast, then came home. We were going to go to the beach but it started to get really cloudy and family was coming down .. so we ended up staying here. We were all going to get a hotel for the night, but that didn't work out .. so we just decided to go to Chili's for dinner. THAT was fun. It was Russell Shannon Billy Bob, and me. It was interesting. lol. We were there for about an hour, then we went to Wal Mart .. and literally just walked around lol. After that we came here for a little, then went out to the track with Billy. It was fun there were ALOT of people there. I got to see Mikey! I haven't seen him in a while so it was cool! Jacob Taylor was there too, I haven't seen him in forever. It was fun hanging out with everyone though. Billy and Shannon are so cute! hehehe :) I LOVE YOU SHANY! After that we all went home, and now here I am.
Do you ever get the feeling that people are using you?
I get so tired of trying to do anything anymore. Because no matter what, I always fail. I am tired of trying to please everyone around me. Like there is so much shit that I could just say, but out of respect for my friends and my family, I hold it all in. But someone can olny hold on to so much before they let go ...
Oh by the way, I just wanted to say thanks for ruining my life!
Okay, well I need to stop talking before I cry ... so Goodnight.
Gotta let it *BuRn*