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Feb 27, 2008 10:19

Few indirect. Few direct. Figure it out. Or don't. I really could care less ( Read more... )

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getsickkk March 7 2008, 01:16:36 UTC
Negative. I haven't "Abandoned" all of my "friends" because i'm "happy". I didn't "abandon" anyone. I still hang out with a lot of people. People that have been my friends all along. Everyone has a phone. I was tired of all of the one sided friendships so i stopped. and to get to the point. the people i "abandoned" was more like cutting out the bullshit/negativity. I don't like to sit around, and do nothing, or ride around and waste my gas. Or sit around and talk shit about everyone and their life...which has nothing to do with me. It's stupid, its immature. I did something called GROW UP. something a few of you, and you're "friends" should try. If i came close to "abandoning" anyone or anything, the only person would be you. and na, i'm not going to get "depressed" again. I've cut out the bullshit. I don't talk about the shit i'm going to do (ex. getting an apartment- which i believe i've heard something about from you for over a year and a half now, getting a job...something you haven't had since you've moved to huntsville, because i'm going to assume you're capabilites surpass any employment facility. Going to school..something i've also heard about forever now.) so let's not even go there ash. just like when you called me an "irresponsible child". Take a look at yourself, and then try and say this to me once again. You can't. You haven't done shit. Lately i can say i've been doing more with my life than most. Making Dreams, Accomplishing goals. I've been accomplishing so much lately, with life in general. and it's resulted in me being happier than i have been in probably 2 years. I didn't RUN from anything. I cleaned it up, and cut it out.

and as for my "young impressionable mind" ... you obviously don't know shit. First off, i would like to add that YOU of all people don't have any room to be saying something like that. Just look at yourself ash, and how much you have changed... ever since i've even met you. First it was FUCK WEED, FUCK THAT. IF SHES SMOKING I WILL BREAK UP WITH HER. few weeks...maybe a month later...aren't you the one smoking? dealing? falling into other things? with drug charges? I've smoked on and off since i was 14 years old, to clear that up.
and no. i'm not falling into other things. Yea i trip, or roll occasionally. But i can handle my own. I have very very strong willpower and mindset. and after i do whichever, i don't feel the need to do it again, and again, and again, and again. i could live without it. I can't even begin to count how many times i've been offered OC powder, Coke, benzos, opiates, research chems.. or even all the times i have just flat out turned down a puff, dose, or roll. and to be honest with you, Kyle has nothing to do with any of that. He's never made me do anything, or offered me something thats going

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