Oct 05, 2008 23:34
Lately I've been feeling quite inspired.. I've done a lot of thinking the past couple of months (yes, it took me that long!) and I realized that the only reason I'm depressed most of the time, is that I'm not doing ANYTHING for myself! I don't do any activities anymore, been ignoring lots of my interests, and it even got bad as to ignore my friends! my real friends! how is that possible! ignoring (and sometimes hurting) the people who care about you the most.
My bestfriend, I wonder how she puts up with me, and I can only get it down to one thing... she really cares. I'll forever be grateful for her understanding and support.
earlier today I got out my writing pads and I've actually started writing letters that I've been promising people to send for over a year ago! sad, isn't it? but I'm doing it and I'm putting down a list of things that I have to do (my to-do list.. and God knows I DO follow my lists - seriously!).
Hopefully this inspiration rush doesn't fade :)