It may take till forever is through to get over you
Meh, still sick. :( I was supposed to go to the doctor's today only I forgot I still had a prescription that he prescribed me last time, only it wasn't filled, so I sent my mom to fill it for me. So if I don't feel better in a day or two, off to the doctor I go. It sucks because I'm not under any type of insurance right now, so I'm hesitant about paying for anything medical.
I was talking to my friend earlier and I told her I was depressed last year. She had no idea. Of course she had no idea, I'm like the queen of hiding stuff. I can talk to you, smile at you, laugh with you and be dieing inside. It's a gift and a curse at the time. But I told her I'm fine now, which I am. I'm going to college, I have a job, I have my boyfriend and I suppose I have friends. So I'm okay now. I didn't go to counseling, I just focused on myself and made myself better. You know that saying, you can't love someone else till you love yourself? It's oh so true, and I'm living proof.
I'm getting a new website. It's going to be a personal one/writing one. I'm pretty iffy about posting my writing on a site though. I swear to god if someone was to take my shit, I friggin kill them. Plagorism is not cool kiddies, not cool at all.
I just realized that my journal is so random. Oh well.
I was talking to my friend earlier and I told her I was depressed last year. She had no idea. Of course she had no idea, I'm like the queen of hiding stuff. I can talk to you, smile at you, laugh with you and be dieing inside. It's a gift and a curse at the time. But I told her I'm fine now, which I am. I'm going to college, I have a job, I have my boyfriend and I suppose I have friends. So I'm okay now. I didn't go to counseling, I just focused on myself and made myself better. You know that saying, you can't love someone else till you love yourself? It's oh so true, and I'm living proof.
I'm getting a new website. It's going to be a personal one/writing one. I'm pretty iffy about posting my writing on a site though. I swear to god if someone was to take my shit, I friggin kill them. Plagorism is not cool kiddies, not cool at all.
I just realized that my journal is so random. Oh well.