Spring Break...
Alright here it goes...
Thursday` Samantha and Alexis slept over. it was cool. basically the first time I've ever hung out with Alexis. she's an awesome person. funny as fuck when she's stoned!
Friday` I was supposed to go over my mom's. which never happened. Patty's car broke down. So pretty much pissed the entire day.
Saturday` my daddy said I could take the train down to Levittown to see my mommy. then at the last possible moment he changed his mind. Again, another day I was pissed.
Sunday` my mommy and Pat came and picked me up. Went out to the bar for a couple of hours. came back to Johnny's house. David was there. made nice talk with him. ate easter dinner with my mom and Johnny. went over to Kate's house. slept there.
Monday` woke up called my mommy. she came and picked me up. um... can't remember after that?
Tuesday` basically did nothing all day. at night Pat, Maryann, and Lindsey came over and we were all drinking. they were paying me to shake my ass to that big mouth billy bass thing or whatever it's fucking name is..? Maryann tried molesting me soooo many times that night and I was just like "mommmyyyy save me"
Wednesday` don't remember????
Thursday` woke up at 2:30 with my mommy. Johnny and David came home from work and David and I started wrestling. he thought he could kick my ass. yeah i'm sure! so after that I came over Kates. and my mommy called and said she was at Pat's if I wanted to walk over. so I was like sure.. I mean hell they had alcohol and shit like that. so I got fucked up. bad things happened. got into it with Johnny. so I wound up staying at Pat's house. my mom left me there and disappeared for the night. went to sleep around 6 I think? I don't know... can't remember
Friday` still pissed about the whole Johnny thing. hung out with Kate and Nikki. called my mommy. locked myself out of Pat's house accidentally. so i told my mommy that and she said I had to stay at Kate's house because Johnny doesn't want me at his house. Kate has a dance to go to tonight with a bunch of friends and I have nowhere else to go. she already left and I'm in her house basically alone. pretty pissed at the moment.
Opinions.....
I fucking hate Johnny. I see him like 3 weeks ago at the bar and I was pretty fucking nice to him. in my point of view. and I open my fucking heart back up to him and pretty much forgive him for all the shit he's done to us. well not really forgive but I stopped giving him an attitude for it. and then when I'm starting to get comfortable around him again and actually trust him he goes and hurts my mom again! I mean what the fuck do I have to do? my mom is my fucking life. anyone that actually knows me that well knows that and she means the fucking world to me, I would do anything for her. and he does that. I mean how fucked up is he????? "he needs to grow some fucking balls and not the kind that make him think he has the right to hit women and children"
and the worst part which I'm going to give David a lot of shit about it is HE FUCKING WATCHED IT HAPPEN!!!!! I mean he's so much fucking stronger and bigger than I am, and he wouldn't do a damned thing. I did! oh and he talks about how him and my mom are friends BULL FUCKING SHIT!
oohhhh and I hate all guys. well most of them. hmmmm... about 99% of them. errr mother fuckers burn in hell!
Thursday` Samantha and Alexis slept over. it was cool. basically the first time I've ever hung out with Alexis. she's an awesome person. funny as fuck when she's stoned!
Friday` I was supposed to go over my mom's. which never happened. Patty's car broke down. So pretty much pissed the entire day.
Saturday` my daddy said I could take the train down to Levittown to see my mommy. then at the last possible moment he changed his mind. Again, another day I was pissed.
Sunday` my mommy and Pat came and picked me up. Went out to the bar for a couple of hours. came back to Johnny's house. David was there. made nice talk with him. ate easter dinner with my mom and Johnny. went over to Kate's house. slept there.
Monday` woke up called my mommy. she came and picked me up. um... can't remember after that?
Tuesday` basically did nothing all day. at night Pat, Maryann, and Lindsey came over and we were all drinking. they were paying me to shake my ass to that big mouth billy bass thing or whatever it's fucking name is..? Maryann tried molesting me soooo many times that night and I was just like "mommmyyyy save me"
Wednesday` don't remember????
Thursday` woke up at 2:30 with my mommy. Johnny and David came home from work and David and I started wrestling. he thought he could kick my ass. yeah i'm sure! so after that I came over Kates. and my mommy called and said she was at Pat's if I wanted to walk over. so I was like sure.. I mean hell they had alcohol and shit like that. so I got fucked up. bad things happened. got into it with Johnny. so I wound up staying at Pat's house. my mom left me there and disappeared for the night. went to sleep around 6 I think? I don't know... can't remember
Friday` still pissed about the whole Johnny thing. hung out with Kate and Nikki. called my mommy. locked myself out of Pat's house accidentally. so i told my mommy that and she said I had to stay at Kate's house because Johnny doesn't want me at his house. Kate has a dance to go to tonight with a bunch of friends and I have nowhere else to go. she already left and I'm in her house basically alone. pretty pissed at the moment.
Opinions.....
I fucking hate Johnny. I see him like 3 weeks ago at the bar and I was pretty fucking nice to him. in my point of view. and I open my fucking heart back up to him and pretty much forgive him for all the shit he's done to us. well not really forgive but I stopped giving him an attitude for it. and then when I'm starting to get comfortable around him again and actually trust him he goes and hurts my mom again! I mean what the fuck do I have to do? my mom is my fucking life. anyone that actually knows me that well knows that and she means the fucking world to me, I would do anything for her. and he does that. I mean how fucked up is he????? "he needs to grow some fucking balls and not the kind that make him think he has the right to hit women and children"
and the worst part which I'm going to give David a lot of shit about it is HE FUCKING WATCHED IT HAPPEN!!!!! I mean he's so much fucking stronger and bigger than I am, and he wouldn't do a damned thing. I did! oh and he talks about how him and my mom are friends BULL FUCKING SHIT!
oohhhh and I hate all guys. well most of them. hmmmm... about 99% of them. errr mother fuckers burn in hell!