Kill Me Now...
I don't care anymore. About anything- school friends guys- nothing!
without my mom being happy nothing else matters. she is what keeps me going. she's what keeps me from not loosing my mind here and guess what it's all gone! she's fucking leaving will! you know why?!?!
He won't take her out to the fucking bar anymore. Because she doesn't have a job because she was drinking too much and they fired her. So she has to take care of Mya during the day. Mya is my heart I love that little girl to death! And my mom doesn't want to fucking take care of her so she's going to just get up and fucking leave. maybe i am more like my mom than i thought. were both dependent on something. her thing is alcohol mines is- not even worth mentioning. we both can't take heart ache. and when things get hard we get up and fucking leave my god! i know that i'm that way but i don't want my mom to be. i mean isn't she supposed to set a good example and not let me become like her?
I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DONE!!! WITH EVERYTHING! i don't care at all anymore. I don't need friends and I don't need a life! Screw it all!
without my mom being happy nothing else matters. she is what keeps me going. she's what keeps me from not loosing my mind here and guess what it's all gone! she's fucking leaving will! you know why?!?!
He won't take her out to the fucking bar anymore. Because she doesn't have a job because she was drinking too much and they fired her. So she has to take care of Mya during the day. Mya is my heart I love that little girl to death! And my mom doesn't want to fucking take care of her so she's going to just get up and fucking leave. maybe i am more like my mom than i thought. were both dependent on something. her thing is alcohol mines is- not even worth mentioning. we both can't take heart ache. and when things get hard we get up and fucking leave my god! i know that i'm that way but i don't want my mom to be. i mean isn't she supposed to set a good example and not let me become like her?
I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M DONE!!! WITH EVERYTHING! i don't care at all anymore. I don't need friends and I don't need a life! Screw it all!